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xx私はあなたが私と一緒でしょうかどうかを知りたい。
I'm online for the whole day on most days until June, since it's summer vacation here right now and I have plenty of time in my hands. I'll still be able to post once my classes start, though. My timezone is GMT +8.
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私はよりよく理解したい。
My interpretation is that there is much more to this character than meets the eye. He wasn't what he was in the first place. After all, there is always a reason behind everything. When he was a little kid, he belonged to a happy family. Life was perfect, and he had everything he could wish for. But then, he was just a child; there were things he didn't see, things he closed his eyes to. He didn't know that his mother was having several affairs with other men, and his father knew but kept silent in hopes that it would go away, that one day their family will be back to normal. But he was wrong. And one day, they finally had a row about it, and the child was there. He watched as his mother screamed at his father, watched them fight, watched his father helpless, not wanting to hurt his wife. And that finally the young boy lost it and hit his mother on the head with the nearest object he could find - a vase. She fell to the floor unconscious, bleeding, and all he could do was cry while his father held him.
He was just a child then, and they couldn't arrest him, but he was showing signs of being mentally unstable, and the only choice they had was to send him to a home for psychologically traumatized children like him. The doctors were shocked to see that compared to the other kids, who didn't mind company as long as they had personal space, the boy actually asked for solitary confinement. He spent most of his days alone, until one day, during an activity where "everyone has to interact", several other boys from the home befriended him. These boys were a mixed sort - one of them came from a rich family and saw his parents killed right before his eyes; the other came from the streets and had committed murder himself; and others. But they befriended him, and little by little they got him to open up.
Now despite the boys being like this, they were pretty much the mischievous kids in the home. And, dragging this child with them, they were able to influence him to be like them. The doctors saw a change in him - from being a child who wanted nothing but to be alone, suddenly he was wild and playful, energetic and outgoing. But they let him be, thinking that it was a sign of improvement. While he was in the home, the "leader" of his group taught him many things - how to appreciate the littlest things in life, how to take time and enjoy; this very "leader" was the one who caused his transformation. He heeded his word, until the day came that the doctors pronounced him "cured" and he had to leave the home. He promised his friends that they'd meet again someday, though the "leader" replied with a wry smile that he doubted it.
He was sent back to live with his father, who had married "the perfect woman". But he didn't like her and chose to ignore her. He focused on living his life the way the "leader" taught him, even taking it quite literally. The first thing he bought once he got out was a camera, and with it, he found that he could "record memories", as he liked to put it. Every single moment he wanted to cherish, every little thing that he wanted to remember forever, he took a picture of. Eventually, it wasn't just a hobby, and a passion; he studied photography and did very well. He even swore to be a photographer and to become famous, especially as he hoped that if his friends from the home got out, or saw him on TV or in the newspapers, they would recognize him and they would be reunited.
Also ever since he was little, he has been aware of his good looks. And due to the influence of his friends, and his new-found freedom and confidence, he decided to go around playing with girl's hearts. He became arrogant, and somehow self-centered, and very egotistical. To charm those around him, he became just the perfect mix of gentleman and bad boy, sweet but sexy, gentle yet wild. And the girls loved it. But the optimism and flirtatiousness he showed was just a front. A mask. Underneath he was the same brooding boy from before, still traumatized by the childhood experience. He disliked girls, to be honest, and decided that he would rather trample on their hearts than truly love them, as he believed them all to be as wicked as his mother. Though he is multifaceted, he shows a kind and caring personality to those who are dear to him, like his father and his friends.
Sorry if my interpretation is long. Anyway, I want this role because I've always been fond of characters who have to sides to them. In particular, the role I play the best are playboys who have a hidden agenda, or something dark behind them, since I'm a pretty angsty person myself and can relate to characters who experience angst. Not that I'm emo or that my characters are. I like playing characters who appear bright and bubbly but are actually hiding something. I like those characters because I believe that they have a sort of depth I can relate to, and portray well.
As for the two facts:
★ dislikes girls because he believes all of them to be like his mother
★ has a difficult time trusting others
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誰もが名前を持っています。
Alexander Till
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