HeavenPrincess23
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Post: 43709649_46 created on Fri Nov 07, 2008 9:24 pmPosted: Fri Nov 07, 2008 9:24 pm
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- ] ---[Hayashi; Hiromi]--- [ - ![]() I May Have Been Born As [ Hiromi Hayashi], But Please, Call Me [ Hiro, I suppose nicknames are alright ]. I Date Back [ exactly Nineteen ] Years, And Was Born A [ Guy ] But That Doesn't Stop Me From Being [ Bi-Sexual ]... ![]() Get To Know Me First::-- In The Mirror:: " looĸ ιn a мιrror and one тнιng'ѕ ѕυre; wнaт we ѕee ιѕ noт wнo we are. ” When I take a glance at my reflection I can't help but begin to analyze my outer appearance. It makes me realize why these people have labeled me as a Trophy slave. There’s a head of bountiful amounts of inviting locks, made for my master to run their fingers through when sharing a moment of intimacy. It's almost trimmed to perfection, I enjoy having a few misplaced strands of hair here and there. I've been known for my fair skin.There's absolutely no hint of facial hair on this visage, though it is an advantage, my first master preferred it that way and hopefully plenty more will . My face is soft and smooth to the touch, praised by many. It's the cause of much caressing. It is said that the eyes are the entrance to a humans very soul, correct? If you were to take the time to truly look deeply into my eyes. Go past the fact the my steel colored irises are just another good point to add to my list of attributes, you'd understand what they are meant to represent. My eyes only remind me of the long years that I've endured pain, depression, and loneliness. Don't let my sappy descriptions bore you, I bounced back from those hard times ... and well. My body is well in shape and usually wrapped in some sort of decent farewell gift from a former master. I have to look well or I won't receive all that attention I constantly crave ... would I. My height is just a fingertip close to six feet, in my opinion it only makes me feel more masculine. I could easily looked down at my female master's giving them the air, that my presence is here to give a protecting feeling. As for men it only makes it seem that I have the strength to take on anything they could dish out. Although I look just a pinch fragile, I know how to throw a hell of a punch. Don't try to judge this book by it's cover. Inside I'm just as mysterious as the next guy. Although I always seem cool and collected it's kind of a challenge to think of what might escape my lips next. Like a book you'll have to stick through the very end to see how I finish. A Look Inside:: First things first, I'm not like the other common slaves you find these days, easy to control and take advantage of. Constantly showing fear and weakness, that only makes you feel more inferior. Push me and I just might push you back. Press all the wrong buttons and I just might start to bite, babe. I'm a bit on the wild side, no worries I'm not a savage. Just a little disobedient and a bit stubborn, hope that doesn't turn you off. I don't always follow the rules ... I've never really like them to be quite honest, they only take out the fun in things. I'm still looking for that one master that'll be able to put me in my place without the use of violence, that a BIG no-no. I have a bit of a problem controlling my tongue. Sometimes things tend to slip out, it's a bad habit . I won't be afraid if you strike me for my words, I've got a good voice and I plan on using it often. I won't disrespect my master, unless they go over the limit first. If it makes you feel any better I'm a very loyal and protective person, almost like a puppy but less naive. I'm prepared to do almost whatever it takes to make you feel safe, comfortable and who could forget pleasured. The things I've gone through still stings my beating heart from time to time, the lack of love that I've felt. I've always thought that being a slave would fill that void inside of me, receiving certain types of attention from time to time. Women are one of God's greatest gift, but they are sometimes more of a momentary type of treat. I've even experimented with men, but nothing special spark yet. I'm still in search of that one person who will truly make me feel like I'm worth living not just another pet. Until then I won't let any of that show, I've got a job to perform and it'll only make me seem pathetic. I Should Write A Book:: How does it feel to be the one who caused the pain, the silence, and tears felt and shed by so many individuals all in one day ? On the cold winter night of December 13th life was created while one had been taken away. A young Asian boy by the name of Hiromi Hayashi had been born on this beautiful earth while the life of Lily Hayashi had slowly begun to die out. The birth of a newborn child must be something great, a memory that should be cherished forever. But as the clock stroke ten o'clock Mrs. Hayashi wasn't able to hold her new bundle of joy in her arms, instead she was desperately fighting for her life as the young cooing baby was transported out of the room and down the hospital hallway. The room was full of commotion from doctors and nurses alike trying to stop the massive amount of blood loss, all Mr. Hayashi could do is hold her hand trying his hardest to fight back tears and give his wife to strength to live on. Though nothing worked ... At exactly ten forty five, the twenty five year old dark haired wonder had passed away. As the long monotone beeping noise emerged in the room, the grip and warmth of her hand slowly went away, Youichi Hayashi could only stare as his wife's peaceful and pale face as it was now being covered by a white sheet. Like a loyal partner he silently began mourn his wife's death. After that day his heart had grown cold and hard, everyone knew what he had been going through as he silently watched Lily's dark coffin being lowered into the deep earth. It was at that moment he realized that he wanted nothing to do with what he believed was the cause of all this grief, the one who had taken his precious flower away ... his only son. Indeed many pleaded with Mr. Hayashi that this harsh action was too cruel, the now one month infant had not caused her death on purpose in any shape or form. Though he was greatly known as stubborn and hard. He began trying to find every excuse to be absent from young Hiromi's life, work was the number one response . It seemed as if Youichi had disappeared from the boy's eyes, he was never seen at any ceremonies, games, or even birthdays. This only left the growing child hurt and guilty feeling as if he were the one that made his father go through all this pain and suffering. This had gone on for years until Hiromi was old enough to work for his father's affection. The gray eyed male brought home only the highest of test scores, he did so well in sports all the other father's could only brag wishing that he had been part of their home, Hiromi only had the most beautiful of women wrapped around his arm . All of this hard work for a simple Good Job! Or I love you son, something all teenagers his age heard some much that they grew tired of it. In the end all it had gained him nothing but a few rare occasions when the two would be seated at opposite ends at the table, their conversation only consisted of absolutely nothing but the sounds of turning newspaper pages, the noises of forks and knives, and the occasional gruff More wine to one of the nearby employees. It came to the point where Hiromi was tired of being ignored and hated for something he shouldn't be burdened for. The eighteen year old had finally erupted, venting out every shred of anger he had kept bottled in for so long. Hiromi even had the courage of threatening of running away, never to come back again. All the old man did was chuckle as lifted up his reading glasses from the edge of his nose. After no reaction the man's thin lips began to move just to speak one word Go. That one thing made the young adult storm out without a comeback, what was the use? His father had finally received his wish on a silver platter. All Hiromi could do was roam the streets with one traveling bag and 500 dollars. When he had eventually run out of anything of value, Hiromi had actually believed his father would have come looking by then, though his so called 'guardian' never came. When asked of his son's whereabouts, Mr. Hayashi quietly replied that he had gone to study abroad. Living on the streets Hiromi earned little from doing this and that. Though he learned about many things from the many different people he encountered , one was of an interesting job. A profession they didn't want to elaborate on no matter how many questions he asked. Having heard of the new type of work the lad eagerly found the place only to realize that this was no place for a special career. Tricked Hiromi was forced into the slave trade, where his body, mind, and talents would no longer belong to him, but to those who bid the highest price. A Life For Me:: 1 year soon to be 2. Wish Upon A Star:: Realizing my true purpose and finding some sort of love wouldn't hurt, right? My Words Don't Matter:: " It feels so good to be bad. " ![]() Above All, A Slave::-- Treat Me Right:: Someone of interest, what's the use of a dull master? I Wear Them Well:: Magenta, Black, Bronze, Dark Blue I Can Be What You Need:: Trophy, Blindfold, Handcuffs, Flag, Book, Mop, You Own Me:: ---- ![]() While We're Talking::-- Smiles:: {o} Winter {o} Females/ Males {o} Music {o} Love {o} Intelligence {o} Surprises {o} Light Colored Eyes {o} Interesting People Sorrows:: {x} Pain {x} Cheaters {x} Heartache {x} Failure {x} Rejection {x} Solitude {x} No attention {x} Dull People Shivers:: Death Blood Drowning Strangling Needles Violence Tight places All Just To Make Me Crazy:: Although I'm leaning towards the men, I can help but be tugged back by a woman's touch. It's simply irresistible and exciting. But Is It Bad:: Never being able to find that little special someone. Press Play:: Makes Me Wonder - Maroon 5 Behind The Veil::-- Color Me Pretty:: This, or That A Slave For You:: HeavenPrincess23 |
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