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" Sεεмιng ιs мucн τσσ ∂ιғғяεrεnτ τнan Bειng "
☆☆☆ --------- ε ×× τяa ɔ яεd iτs
☆☆☆ --------- Ç o you τнinк you кnow мe ?
my parents dubbed me ;; Kiyoshi [Bright, shinning, clear] Mori
codenames are delightful ;;
✰ ---Kyo || It's normally her more laid back nickname that is obviously more masculine.
✰ ---Kiyo || This is the femine version of her name, and often isn't used at all.
✰ ---Mori-San || It's just a more respectful name that she really doesn't prefer at all.
✰ ---Kiosho-Chan || She's still unsure of how this came to be, but it exists nevertheless.
my birth certificate reads ;; May 30th
i've made it so far ;; Seventeen
the doctor cried out ;; Female
makes my heart melt ;; Heterosexual.
i'd give anything to be with ___ ;; The Sadistic Backstabber
what it do` ;; Student :: Misfit
label me ;; It's not a crime to find guy clothes appealing...Does that make me a Cross Dresser?
up high or down low? ;; 11th :: Second
☆☆☆ --------- ßεauτy ƒ яoм τнε insidε ouτ
passed my physical exam ;;
Obviously Kiyoshi isn't the obvious looking female ever. She seems to be the exception to the lovely maiden flower look that females bring; in other words she looks like a guy, minus the beard and extreme muscles. If anything, she lacks all proud femine features, if you can call them proud, she thinks. By femine features, she reasons the main reason guy's loose all senses when they see a girl pass; you know, the basics. A lack of defined breasts, a sorry amount of fine a**, and virtually no hips; it's kind of pathetic really considering her mother. She's just an average height, thin, girl with short hair, although only the short hair part was her doing. Kiyoshi does contain some muscles as most people do, but it's just small ones on her calves and upper arms; probably just from her rollerblading. Because of her lack of femine body parts her weight does come down by some pounds to a slim one-hundred and thirty-four, which is pretty good considering her height but one wouldn't figure that her weight unless they came and picked her up, but that never happens.
To men, Kiyoshi's height is a medium height, but to other girls Kiyoshi is a bit too tall for their liking; for anyone's liking actually. Most men want a short, attractive, and petite looking female; the model that society worships. Kiyoshi gets the pleasure of being at five feet and nine inches; she getes it from her father's side, not that she's upset at him for it. Her height, however, only worsens her case of looking like a female, which may also be another reason why she cross-dresses, but one never knows. It sure is a lot easier to seem like a short guy than a tall female; no matter how society sees it like. Thankfully though, she's pretty sure she's stopped growing; good bye growth spurts. On the plus side during the summer, or when she wears cargo pants, her tall lean calves show, and to her they don't look pretty bad; granted that she does shave her legs, even if she cross dresses. Now if only she could make herself shrink, although if she did shrink she wouldn't be able to crossdress as easily as she likes. Alas, maybe someone out there enjoys a tall female, or maybe not.
Well, when Kiyoshi shows skin, sometimes she may have designs on her arms or fingers and such. However, there is one little fact though that people eventually figure out about her. The so-called tatoos or designs that people see are either fake or temporary. She usually goes out and buys fake ones that she enjoys and keeps them and saves them for when the outfit she wears calls for them. Sometimes though it is a bit hard for her to find the exact ones that she wants so she grabs her pens or markers and she draws her own on. It's somewhat humorious, or confusing depending on the person on how Kiyoshi refuses to get a perminete tattoo but yet she's perfectly find with piercings. The inks do get embarassing when she jumps into a pool seeing as it causes both the self-drawn and temporary tattoos wash away. It's just another one of those things that makes Kiyo a unique person, or as some would call a "misfit". Of course she only wears them when they can be seen; there's no way she'd waste a temporary tattoo or inks for no reason.
This is the part where people wonder why on earth Kyo would get more piecerings than even dare get a perminete tatoo. It's important to note though, she only has her piercings in her ears. Five are on one ear, her right to be exact, and four on her left. Her right ear has one cartilage, one in the lobe and three on the side. As for her left ear there is one on the lobe, one in the cartilage, and two on the side. Although she has many piecerings she doesn't always fill them in. It's just occassional with her outfit. Sometimes others will request all of them, sometimes other with request none of them, and sometimes it'll be spontaneous. As for the earrings themselves, Kiyo has no hoop earrings. She finds them distasteful and it distracts the illusion of her being a guy. That's why she either wears studs, or the side clip earrings. To be specific on the studs though, they are all the same size, which is pretty small. If they're too big, she feels it will also destroy her facade. The color of the studs are all close to resemblance to her outfits, and she made sure not to choose any girly ones, like bright yellow or neon pink or something. There may be some who feel that having earpiercings in general would define one as a girl, which Kiyoshi technically is, but most guys have piecerings too anyway.
Everyone has scars, or maybe Kiyoshi only thinks that because she likes to play rougher than all the other girls. She isn't sure but she just assumes so. On numerous places on her arms and legs one could find only small scars from when she was roughing it too much. They usually come from her stumbling over from horseplaying or scratches from thorns in the woods. Some of the longer ones can be found more scarecly and are often found on her upper arms or lower legs. One that she prides herself is a not-so-viewable-one-now scar but it's located on her left upper arm. Actually it was quite sad, yet funny. She had come out of the pool one day, but had a towel wrapped around her, so that all some girls could see from her was her head and her strunks and legs. She walked out towards the lobby to see a bunch of girls giggling and looking at her, and the thing was that they had just come out of the pool as well and were soaking yet, just standing there by the vending machine. Feeling somewhat awkward, Kyo opened the towel reveling her top piece, and barely even noticable breasts, and that seemed to drive them away with red faces. Kyo shrugged it off, but as she passed the vending machines she slipped and her arm ended up colliding with the edge of the vending machine, giving her a dark purple bruise and a deep cut, which is now her scar. Other than that, she has no other physical scars.
Kiyoshi actually has a very distinct thing about her, besides her cross-dressing, that gets her known throughout the school population. She enjoys changing her hair color often. Often to her is much more than every couple of months. One would have to guess every day. Sometimes if she likes a color she'll keep it the same for however long she feels like, but when she gets bored she dyes it. Sometimes it's with temporary hair dye if it's for a short time, sometimes it's with perminete for long periods of time, and when she knows that she will change it the next day she uses hair color sprays. It's also any color she wishes. She's been seen with just her plain natural brown hair to different shades of blonde, red, pink, and gray. As if she wasn't already so much of a freak she goes and changes her eye color as well. It's naturally blue, but one will find it green, amber, violet, and sometimes golden. Even though she dresses like a guy, changes her guy outfits, changes her hair and eyes, she still has a noticable lean face. It's slender, and sort of like a male's with it's sharpness, but her fragile and female nose throws off her persona. That's normally how people catch her and know that it is her.
Another factor of Kiyoshi's face is her smile. She tends to do it a lot, giving off a vibrant glow to those who bother to be near her. It really is rare to see her not smile and when she isn't one knows it's either because A.) she must be extremely tired, not slightly, but on the verge of collasping into sleep or B.) very upset at something; it's not really a sad or angry upset, but a mix between the two. She also has various hand gestures. Sometimes if she is with someone and they answer a question right, or think the same thing she'll make a gun with her thumb and pointer finger and pretend to shoot them while winking, which is her way of saying correct, or that's what I was thinking! Other times she has her chin in her hand with her pointer finger tapping her face, which indicates that she is pondering about something. Those are her most common hand gestures, as for the others some just figure them out as they go along.
lets go shopping! ;;
This is obviously Kiyoshi's main identification factor. She's a cross-dresser, which means that she wears all guy's clothing. Some may look slightly girly, but it's still from the guy section. When she feels spunky they tend to get more out there and odd, but when she's too lazy she might just dye her hair and wear some more calm and plain colors. They seem to range from what kind of style of guy clothes she wears. Most of them time she wears loose and baggy guy clothes. However, she does not like wearing the guy undershirt tank top things, because they tend to show her although lacking much, but still there, breasts. She does wear sleeveless guy shirt shirts, but only because they tend to be much more baggy. Kyo tries to purposly do this by perchasing clothes that are one to two sizes bigger than her. If she feels like getting fancy she'll wear button-up shirts. Sometimes with and sometimes without vests. Now getting a little more personal, Kiyoshi doesn't own more than two bras. Actually most of the time she doesn't wear any, there really isn't any need. For the sake of others though she grabs the long wraps and uses it for her chest, that way instead of making her breast look bigger with a bra, it instead makes them look smaller, so it's mostly in her favor.
As for the bottom half of her, well it's a no-brainer to know that she will not wear a skirt. She does wear pants and cargo shorts. That's mainly the length she keeps it as. Actually her gym shorts are the shortest, but she means in public. She enjoys cargo pants, but she does have loose jeans as well. Unlike most girls, she isn't a shoe obsessor. She has maybe two to three pairs, excluding her gym shoes, but that's the most. Moving on to accessories. As mentioned she does have a small collection of earring studs, for all her multiple piercings. Kiyoshi also has a thing for rings, the odd looking ones that are small and resemble more of a band than a ring. She doesn't have a lot of hats, but that's not to say that she doesn't enjoy wearing a hat when she feels like it. It's the same when she feels like listening to music. If she feels like it she has no problem with bringing her earphones and hanging them around her neck. As for necklaces, yes she has some, but none are girly or gaudy. They're the kind that guys usually wear, which is no surprise to anyone.
defining me ;; Happy. That's her one word description. Kiyoshi is a very cheerful person, and energetic. She can usually get into things that interest her and find herself sucked into it. However, her worst vortax is videogames. Kyo gets maybe too into them, so much that she'll end up moving and jumping or kicking at the air while playing them. Sometimes it's just from the heat of the competition if she is playing multiplayer, but it's also from when she plays in a one player game and is versing a boss. It's interesting to see how she is able to change from that to mellow when she's at school, or her energy is re-charging. Note, that when she gets mellow it isn't at all like becoming shy or anything. It's hard for her to be shy really. Of course, that isn't to say that she doesn't know when to stay quiet or hold a secret. Because she is a cross-dresser she does tend to act more like a guy. She doesn't find pride in cheering with pom-poms, or exposing her body, or owning guys' and all their senses. Kyo is the type of girl who likes to play videogames, horse-play, and enjoys wrestling in the rain.
One would assume that Kiyoshi is a sports tom-boy person, but she isn't really. She's good at soccer and running and is a part of their teams, but it's not like she's super awesome at baseball or basketball. Kyo also isn't a skater tom-boy; well she does rollerblade, but that's just her mode of transportation, although she does enjoy it. If anything she's a videogame tom-boy cross-dresser. It is a very odd sight to see, but somehow she doesn't let it get to her. As for drama, well she gets enough of that from her sisters, so she doesn't include or become a part of it at all. Kiyoshi isn't the envious type either, or people that is. She may feel pity for herself on the slight occasion that she isn't as pretty as someone, but most of the time she ignores those thoughts and instead feels happy that they are blessed. She does, however get jealous if one of her friends gets an up and coming game that she wants. Kyo struggles at being classy as well. It's one of her weak points. It's not that she purposly tries to be un-elegant at fancy dinners and such, it's just that it becomes sufficating and unnatural for her, so there are a few slip ups here and there.
When it comes to matters of the heart though she gets very detailed but withdrawn. Kiyoshi has the theory that there are three types of love. One is for one's family, the other is for one's friends, and the last is the most common, which is for that special someone to each. She is annoyed easily by her sisters, and clashes with their personalities often, but she still loves them. As for the people who actually can stand to be around her, well she adores them just as well and likes to look out for them. The last part gets a little iffy. It's no surprise to anyone that she's into the one everyone knows as the Sadist Backstabber, but she won't admitt it. He's the only one that can really make her blush, which angers her yet makes her feel warm at the same time. She's not very flirtacious, and honestly doesn't even know how to be that. Nor is she possesive and dominering; she finds that to be replusive to everyone's own personal rights. Kyo does have feelings though and sure she probably won't show it, but he really does have a high standing her mind so if something goes wrong, she is probably beating herself up about it inside.
could write a book about me ;; Where to begin? The lone wolf of high school fell in love with student body president and smartest girl in the school. She was clean-cut, wealthy, sharp as a tack, and beautiful. He was strong, independent, a bad a**, and cool. Quite strange really how they met. She had volunteered to help watch the students in detention, and he just happened to be the only one in there. It started out with rage-filled arguments, but by the end of the detention period they were giggling uncontrollably. Not long after they graduated and became boyfriend and girlfriend. The next year she was pregnant. Kiyoshi has the feeling that her birth is the reason why her father ended up leaving while she was still in the womb. Perhaps it was because he couldn't handle the pressure, or maybe he just never wanted Kiyoshi. It doesn't really matter to her any more. When she was just two her mother had found another boyfriend. Kyo's mother was sort of in a re-bound mode, which is why she got pregnant, again. Except this time it was twin girls. Just like Kiyoshi's father, this new boyfriend left as well.
By this time Kiyo had already noticed a trend. Her mother, since she had lost all former pride, was now dating any man she could. Leaving Kiyoshi and her sisters at home to fend for themselves. If anyone were observing her life they would pin-point this as the main turning point in her life. The reason why she cross-dresses. Since there was no permanent male figure in the house, Kyo felt as the oldest she should be it. She took it upon herself to take care of her sisters and be the "man of the house". Slowly as she grew older that's what her sisters knew her as. This only boosted Kiyoshi's influence to cross-dress. Then it turned into a self-esteem issue. Her mother and both her sisters were amazingly gorgeous. Kyo turned out to be the ugly duckling. A few years later Kiyo's mom found another boyfriend, and this time they got married. Shortly after she was pregnant with her last child. Kiyo's younger brother. Now, if Kiyoshi's cross-dressing issue had appeared shortly prior to her brother's death, maybe she wouldn't be the way she is, but she is. Her brother soon learned as well who took the highest standing in the house when her mother was gone as well.
Kyo's step-father had eventually divorced her mother. Thus it was back to Kyo as the dominate figure again. After the divorce Kiyoshi's grandparents refused to pay for all the bills and such for her Kiyoshi's mother if she had dared to marry or become pregnant again. Kiyo's mother still dates, quite frequently, but nothing more than just dinner dates. Kyo is now in high school and although still a dominant figure in the household, she is not looked highly upon any more. The twins are now in Jr. High and are the hottest thing to come out since sliced bread apparently. Her brother is in elementary school, but he has already gotten over Kyo and their fun chill time. Now he just sees her as the school sees her, a freak. Her sisters have become the same way to her too. Both tease her consistently about how they have nice fine breasts, much bigger than Kyo's, and how all the guys at school want to date them. Usually though they only hold out on those insults when Kyo denies them from going out late and "party-ing". As for her mother, well she barely sees Kiyoshi at all. All she really sees is her boyfriends, but yet she does notice that Kyo cross-dresses, and when she comes back from a bad date she goes ahead and lashes out on Kiyo for being too manly and unnatural for not being more like a female.
☆☆☆ --------- ÇεŢ yoυr ƒaɔts Sτraighτ
my lifestyle ;;
☆ Flipping her head to get her hair out of her eyes
☆ Making strange hand gestures
☆ Wandering around aimlessly
☆ Dying her hair
☆ Correcting herself after she says something wrong
i think i can ;;
☆ Videogames :: Takes up about 60% of her time.
☆ Cooking :: Takes up about 15% of her time.
☆ Cleaning :: Takes up about 15% of her time.
☆ Soccer :: Takes up about 5% of her time.
☆ Running :: Takes up about 5% of her time.
eh, not my cup of tea ;;
☆ History :: It never was, and never will be her best subject.
☆ Being Elegant :: As much as she tries and tries, she still fails.
☆ Gossip and Drama :: Can't understand it and can't get into it.
☆ Politics :: Ditto with the above statement.
☆ Conversing with her own gender :: She swears it's much harder than deffusing a bomb.
these make me smile ;;
☆ Videogames
☆ Hair dye
☆ Sour candy
☆ Rain
☆ Pocky
☆ Warm showers
☆ Running
☆ Comic books
these make me frown ;;
☆ Makeup
☆ Skirts
☆ Dresses
☆ Cold weather
☆ Spicy Food
☆ Rumors
☆ Fake people
sends a shiver down my spine ;;
☆ Vomit :: It's just plain gross.
☆ Drowning :: The ocean is a deadly place.
☆ Father figures :: It's like the boogie man all over again.
☆ Broken consoles :: The worst of her nightmares; the prevention of playing videogames.
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turned around to find him with a pin in his hand and quickly tucked it into her hair. The hair that normally covered most of her face was now pulled back revealing her dark brown eyes at him. Actually to be specific, she was more like glaring at him as he laughed at probably how silly she looked right now. Only pretty females can show their face. Eventually he had to take it out when he went to go purchase it and several other things for Yoko and Momo. Natsuko wanted to protest, but she didn't in fear that she might cause a scene and reveal their position to their targets. Moments later they were leaning against a rail as Jiro whispered to her.
