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◤holly◥ ◤willow◥ ◤miran◥
"i've always been shy and gentle, until she came along."
possessed like no other
miss shy photographer
miss outrageous drinker
possessed like no other
miss shy photographer
miss outrageous drinker
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You might know me as, Holly Willow Miran.
But you better call me,
Holly if you know whats good for you.
Its been seventeen years, since I was born.
August twenty-eight was the day my mother experienced a miracle.
I Get turned on by those pork swords
That makes me a sexy heterosexual sweetheart
The colors that I look best in are, #FF82AB and #DDA0DD
Lets Get PhysicalXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX◤ ❤ ◥
When I was born, my natural hair color was light brown
I've messed with my hair so much to he point where its dark brown
My eyes have always been the sunning color of hazel
I loved getting jabbed with sharp objects, so I have double in my ears
The feeling of a needle against my skin, feels so grand. So I have bare skin
I've messed with my hair so much to he point where its dark brown
My eyes have always been the sunning color of hazel
I loved getting jabbed with sharp objects, so I have double in my ears
The feeling of a needle against my skin, feels so grand. So I have bare skin
◤ ❤ ◥XXXXXXXLets Get To Know Eachother XXXXXXX◤ ❤ ◥

I've lived a life, you might not understand; I've always been the shy girl that no one pays attention to. I blend in with the corners, I take pictures of everyone when their doing embarrassing things or something other than that. I take pictures of every detail I can -- the beautiful yellow and orange leaves on the trees, or the crisp blades of grass sprinkled in dew. When I heard about the deaths at school, it was pretty intense. I didn't say anything though, I kept to myself. Some were completely affected, and some even attempted to kill themselves. I was so used to having my life perfectly in line, I had it all planned out. I had college planned out, Paris, Greece and all of those other countries I wanted to visit. I wanted to be a famous photographer, my pictures are pretty good, I can't lie. My life was perfectly in line, perfectly scheduled.
It wasn't until I woke up with that little voice accompanying me in my head.
I woke up one day, I was planning on it being any other day. But, instead, a voice lingered in the back of my head. And that voice belonged to, none other than, the crazy party girl that was always drunk. Otherwise known as Beth Daniels. I couldn't believe it -- the little red head with bright green eyes was in the back of my head, she was just there, her bright green eyes looking through my hazel ones. My very first response was to scream, so I did. I screamed at the top of my lungs, while she scolded me to shut up. She could speak to me, I could speak to her. She saw everything I saw, she heard everything I heard. She tasted everything I chewed, she slept whenever I slept. It was almost like a split personality, right down the middle. I thought she had died, I thought she was gone forever, never to be seen again. It wasn't until she explained to me what she was doing in my head, sharing my brain, but not my interest. It was like my brain was split in half, half was hers, half was mine, but I ruled over all. She could break through if I was overwhelmed or if I was royally pissed, which was never often.
So, I did the only thing I could do: I kept my mouth shut. I made her stay back, I put up a wall, refusing to let her break through. Beth likes to bug me -- she's always pestering me about stuff. One time she broke through -- I wasn't overwhelmed, she was overwhelmed. As soon as she saw that man whore, who she had had a relationship with in the past, she broke my control and ran straight towards him, crying while she hugged him. But, it looked extremely weird because it looked like me on the outside. It was completely embarrassing, I ended up scolding her and giving her the silent treatment. You know their is something wrong with you when you have someone living inside there with you. Then, I began to wonder if I was just going crazy. Maybe I was just imaging her here -- maybe it was just my conscious, until she explained her full past to me. That's how I knew I wasn't just imaging her in my head. Which, was a good thing. I wasn't crazy.
She was a big time partier. She always got drunk, disobeyed her parents, and didn't listen to anyone. She was rich, as she explained to me. She told me how her dad and her mother got a divorce, then her dad married some young chick that was maybe a little older than she was. That's when she got into partying. Then, she got involved with Mister Seductive Chick Magnet. Supposedly, she thought it was love. They just started taking it seriously, when she decided she would driver herself home from a wild party. She had gotten drunk, probably several shots of Vodka and multiple beers and glasses of champagne. Now that's pretty drunk in my opinion. She drove into the ocean -- way to die -- she couldn't swim when she was drunk or swim in general, I mean we live right by the ocean for Pete sake. She drowned -- her body was fished out of the ocean a couple of days later after being missing. That's how her soul ended up in my body. I was sharing my body with someone who was completely different than I was. Someone that I didn't know; someone that didn't know me. It was going to be one hell of a ride.
I am who I want to be, so if you don't like it deal with it. I'm deathly shy. I can't stand talking to someone new, that might be why I don't have many friends. I don't talk to very many people, I normally just take pictures of them behind their back or just blend into the crowd, being the small little girl that I am. I'm just pretty average. I don't fit in with the "in" crowd and I'm not one of those "misfits". I casually just hang out around the photoshop room and I'm normally hanging around some of the other artistic kids. That's only on occasion, I don't talk to them very often. I'm a computer whiz, but Beth likes to argue with me about it. That, or she's fascinated about it. I've always been a computer or technology in general whiz. I could hook up anything that had to do with technology. When your a photographer, you have to know how to do things. You break yours camera, your screwed.
I don't know if you can call me "nice" or "sweet". Shy is more of the word, unless you want to go into multiple synonyms for the word "shy". Like maybe: bashful or coy. I wouldn't say innocent, but I'm very trustworthy. I can keep any secret, partly because no one ever tells me their secret and there is no one to talk to. With Beth inside of my brain, constantly telling me to open up and go to a couple of parties and get to know some more kids, she's slowly getting me to open up. I keep closing myself though, I'm very timid when it comes to that type of stuff. I always blush, I'm always blush deeply when a boy just talks to me. That's why I'm not used to it. I'm an only child, so I'm basically a loner. I don't mind it though, I like being alone in my oversized bedroom taking pictures of the walls and magazines that I find laying on my desk.
I'm not too melodramatic, but I'm not exactly nonchalant, either. I worry about things, but I could sit in my bedroom all day not worrying about my homework. The only thing I really worry about is my pictures and my secret's getting out. Those are two of the only things that bug me, but other than that I'm pretty laid-back. I'm not too self-conscious but Beth is. She always cares about the way we look, she's been attempting to buy my clothes now. It's hard to keep her away from the stores or going to the mall. She continues to gain the capability to break through my control. Now, I'm more focused and reserved, having inner conversations with myself. Which is really Beth disagreeing with me or something. I'm always focused on keeping Beth away from control, just in case she sees Mister Seductive Chick Magnet again.
Do you even have a clue how much I love;
h o l l y dark chocolate
h o l l y being alone
h o l l y my camera
h o l l y technology
h o l l y pulling all-nighters
h o l l y staying up late
h o l l y being nocturnal
h o l l y bananas
h o l l y sour candy
You know I can't stand;
h o l l y mornings
h o l l y sharing a body
h o l l y loud noises
h o l l y attention
h o l l y headaches
h o l l y stomach aches
h o l l y anything painful
h o l l y spiders
h o l l y needles
Don't you dear say anything about; Besides the fact that I have a living soul combined with mine in my body? But, she died before hand and now we are bunking in one body that originally belonged to me? Nothing really, what have I got to hide? Besides the fact I'm growing a small crush on...
I've been watching you, and every time our eyes meet, my heart stops. Beth is unconditionally in love with Mister Seductive Chick Magnet. Even though she is inside of me, she is still in love with this man. I have to admit -- he is fairly hot. But, I've always had sort of a crush on Mister Painter. But, shh! I would die if someone found out about this.
This is music to my ears, Electric Feel -- MGMT ; Bang Bang -- Nancy Sinatra
They love pulling my strings.
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