Gelnon
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- Posted: Mon, 23 Nov 2015 04:33:44 +0000
I feel kind of bad posting this considering most people that post here in LI have it way worse than I do. But I'm not looking for advice, I just need someone to listen to me because a couple (not all) of my closer friends do a terrible job of it. Some time on Friday, an individual I really looked up to passed away and it essentially ruined my whole weekend.
I've felt depressed over it since finding out, to the point of almost considering cancelling my weekend plans of meeting friends at the weekend's local convention. I did have a good time and I got to see a lot of my friends but there were several instances where I did cry in front of one of my friends or came close to it, which is a huge thing for me because I absolutely never cry in public.
I don't know, this just feels really weird to be experiencing this. I honestly wish I'd sent him a letter or something while he was still alive considering he was one of the only surviving people in his profession that I really admired. I know obviously I didn't know him personally or anything but he was very important to me. I've already accepted what happened and I know the feeling will pass over time but it just makes me so sad.
I've felt depressed over it since finding out, to the point of almost considering cancelling my weekend plans of meeting friends at the weekend's local convention. I did have a good time and I got to see a lot of my friends but there were several instances where I did cry in front of one of my friends or came close to it, which is a huge thing for me because I absolutely never cry in public.
I don't know, this just feels really weird to be experiencing this. I honestly wish I'd sent him a letter or something while he was still alive considering he was one of the only surviving people in his profession that I really admired. I know obviously I didn't know him personally or anything but he was very important to me. I've already accepted what happened and I know the feeling will pass over time but it just makes me so sad.
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