Grilletto
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- Posted: Tue, 15 Sep 2015 07:45:22 +0000
Hi Gaia, so like the subject says, when is it okay to cut off people from your life??
Does it necessarily have to be in a situation that is toxic?
I ask because I like someone (who is on the other side of the country) but I've accepted that realistically we could only be friends. We only chat online. There are periods where we talk a lot. And vice versa, periods where we don't. Dry spells that could last up to 3 months or more. I know space is important and that when the other person does not want to talk, I should not force them. But for the past few months, our interactions have declined. I might wait a few weeks and try to rekindle a conversation, but I'm always met with terse replies. I'd say something, and they would merely agree. I always felt like those conversations were dead ends. And so I stopped making conversation. We actually had agreed previously to watch a movie online together, and I asked him for his availability and that I was pretty much always free. (It was the start of summer). The movie thing never happened.
I like this person, (really like, for years now) but I think it's time I moved on to better things. I feel that in any relationship you get what you put in. I feel like I've put in a lot and I'm struggling to maintain this.
It may be immature of me, but I feel like the only way I can forget about this person is to literally take out all reminders of them. This would mean deleting my messaging app and blocking this person. And I know this is unfair to them. That I'm ending whatever we had without them having a say. But please understand that I've been quietly suffering inside, mulling over how much this person doesn't want to talk to me. If they had anything to say to me, they'd have said it within this 4 month dry spell.
TLDR; Can I remove a person from my life in order for me to move on to better things?
Does it necessarily have to be in a situation that is toxic?
I ask because I like someone (who is on the other side of the country) but I've accepted that realistically we could only be friends. We only chat online. There are periods where we talk a lot. And vice versa, periods where we don't. Dry spells that could last up to 3 months or more. I know space is important and that when the other person does not want to talk, I should not force them. But for the past few months, our interactions have declined. I might wait a few weeks and try to rekindle a conversation, but I'm always met with terse replies. I'd say something, and they would merely agree. I always felt like those conversations were dead ends. And so I stopped making conversation. We actually had agreed previously to watch a movie online together, and I asked him for his availability and that I was pretty much always free. (It was the start of summer). The movie thing never happened.
I like this person, (really like, for years now) but I think it's time I moved on to better things. I feel that in any relationship you get what you put in. I feel like I've put in a lot and I'm struggling to maintain this.
It may be immature of me, but I feel like the only way I can forget about this person is to literally take out all reminders of them. This would mean deleting my messaging app and blocking this person. And I know this is unfair to them. That I'm ending whatever we had without them having a say. But please understand that I've been quietly suffering inside, mulling over how much this person doesn't want to talk to me. If they had anything to say to me, they'd have said it within this 4 month dry spell.
TLDR; Can I remove a person from my life in order for me to move on to better things?