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Post: 97803407_1 created on Thu, 03 Sep 2015 23:30:42 +0000
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if so why

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Post: 97803407_2 created on Thu, 03 Sep 2015 23:31:13 +0000
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When ever I poke myself in the god damn eye with my eye liner. eek

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Post: 97803407_3 created on Thu, 03 Sep 2015 23:32:00 +0000
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the only time i hate myself is when i procrastinate or be lazy

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Post: 97803407_4 created on Thu, 03 Sep 2015 23:32:22 +0000
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nah man

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Post: 97803407_5 created on Thu, 03 Sep 2015 23:33:04 +0000
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the only time i hate myself is when i procrastinate or be lazy

thats how i feel about procrastinating but like, sometimes we deserve to b lazy ya know

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Post: 97803407_6 created on Thu, 03 Sep 2015 23:34:03 +0000
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No I use to though. But I realized I need to take care of myself and try to accept myself so far so good.

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Post: 97803407_7 created on Thu, 03 Sep 2015 23:35:12 +0000
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a dad who reads shoujo

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the only time i hate myself is when i procrastinate or be lazy

thats how i feel about procrastinating but like, sometimes we deserve to b lazy ya know

my a** is always laZZZYY
like id want to work out but id be like eh nah w.e i lov this body
or i cant walk 10 minutes to get my favorite drink since im lazy af send help;..............or a car

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Post: 97803407_8 created on Thu, 03 Sep 2015 23:35:17 +0000
Posted: Thu, 03 Sep 2015 23:35:17 +0000

I just wish I wasn't riddled with so much mental illness.

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Post: 97803407_9 created on Thu, 03 Sep 2015 23:35:50 +0000
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no i think i'm pretty good

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Post: 97803407_10 created on Thu, 03 Sep 2015 23:36:59 +0000
Posted: Thu, 03 Sep 2015 23:36:59 +0000

Oh I do, but I don't.

But more on the topic of "I do." I have spent more than the last decade trying to get my life in order. I can tell you this, it all went downhill the moment I decided to stop going to school and secluded myself from the world, to only live with my parents. Three years after that I had my first child with a woman who I thought that I loved but has still to this day proven to be more than a burden for me, and to some extent our children.

Every day I keep denying the fact that I need to leave her. Every day I keep denying that I have to separate myself from my kids so that I can go off and find work. I hate myself because I'm scared of the fact that in order for me to move any more forward with my life, and to make certain my kids were more privileged than I am I have to risk my own homelessness. Otherwise we might all be homeless, very soon, and I will be to blame.

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Post: 97803407_11 created on Thu, 03 Sep 2015 23:37:28 +0000
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not really no

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Post: 97803407_12 created on Thu, 03 Sep 2015 23:37:39 +0000
Posted: Thu, 03 Sep 2015 23:37:39 +0000

Nah.

I'm proud of myself.

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Post: 97803407_13 created on Thu, 03 Sep 2015 23:38:31 +0000
Posted: Thu, 03 Sep 2015 23:38:31 +0000

champagnemami

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the only time i hate myself is when i procrastinate or be lazy

thats how i feel about procrastinating but like, sometimes we deserve to b lazy ya know

my a** is always laZZZYY
like id want to work out but id be like eh nah w.e i lov this body
or i cant walk 10 minutes to get my favorite drink since im lazy af send help;..............or a car

ah i got u
idk like, workin out is something for some people
i mean u never have to do it like all the time just like in small increments n such, just enough to keep u happy
i guess u jus need to motivate urself better and i sound like a teacherim sorry..........