Like, have you ever been severely depressed for a long time?
I used to be. I was hospitalized and all that jazz. The episode lasted about 2 years.
But now I'm okay, basically. I'm in recovery. But I always feel uneasy.
I feel dissatisfied with myself and my life, but not quite depressed.
And I feel like the slightest thing could wreck all the stability I've worked for and send me right back.
I'm just having one of those nights, where I lay down and think about my life, and I'm like, what do I even want from it? Where will I go, who do I want in it, how will I make things work?
So many thoughts and feels.
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