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Witty Fairy

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people aren't worth putting time into.

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ye. that's why pizza exists

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not when they don't put in

Vicious Phantom

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hi frnds

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Not Tom
not when they don't put in
true.

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i put my p***s in them instead

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I wish i figured that out in highschool could have saved loads of time

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E R 0 T l C A
I wish i figured that out in highschool could have saved loads of time
Damn, that's unfortunate.

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Wish that s**t never existed.
Although in the back of my mind somewhere is telling me that I can overpower it.
Because that's what some people have been feeding me.
"But you can be happy. You just need to be positive!"
"I tried. It's difficult."
"You're not trying hard enough."

Christ.
The sad thing is, I've been fighting this battle for years and yet I am not trying hard enough.
Damn, I must suck.
Depression can be suppressed. I don't know about beating it, or "overcoming" it.
At least I can say there are days where it's a lot better than others.
Some things in life you enjoy can make it more bearable.
I don't know, sorry for the ramble.
However, take care of yourself beautiful.

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Thats why you find the good people and not the worthless ones

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Wish that s**t never existed.
Although in the back of my mind somewhere is telling me that I can overpower it.
Because that's what some people have been feeding me.
"But you can be happy. You just need to be positive!"
"I tried. It's difficult."
"You're not trying hard enough."

Christ.
The sad thing is, I've been fighting this battle for years and yet I am not trying hard enough.
Damn, I must suck.
Depression can be suppressed. I don't know about beating it, or "overcoming" it.
At least I can say there are days where it's a lot better than others.
Some things in life you enjoy can make it more bearable.
I don't know, sorry for the ramble.
However, take care of yourself beautiful.
Trying to be positive won't get you anywhere tbh, you need love and support of people who won't give up on you more than you need to be positive about life, without that support trying to get through it is a lot harder than it really is

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Trying to be positive won't get you anywhere tbh, you need love and support of people who won't give up on you more than you need to be positive about life, without that support trying to get through it is a lot harder than it really is

Exactly.
But some people never quite grasp it though.
They think depression is a switch you can easily turn on and off.
Like it is easy to just BE positive.
Majority of the time, I find it hard to even gather the strength to get out of bed.

All I really have is my boyfriend. But it gets so bad, that even him alone cannot do much about it.
And I feel like a burden. But I definitely try my best to smile and laugh when I am around him.
At least, 99.99% I am not faking it. He's capable of making me feel happy even if it is just temporary.
He lives just an hour away. 10 minutes without him near me, sure is unbearable.
Imagine days.
But I have to deal with it for now.

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Buvic
Trying to be positive won't get you anywhere tbh, you need love and support of people who won't give up on you more than you need to be positive about life, without that support trying to get through it is a lot harder than it really is

Exactly.
But some people never quite grasp it though.
They think depression is a switch you can easily turn on and off.
Like it is easy to just BE positive.
Majority of the time, I find it hard to even gather the strength to get out of bed.

All I really have is my boyfriend. But it gets so bad, that even him alone cannot do much about it.
And I feel like a burden. But I definitely try my best to smile and laugh when I am around him.
At least, 99.99% I am not faking it. He's capable of making me feel happy even if it is just temporary.
He lives just an hour away. 10 minutes without him near me, sure is unbearable.
Imagine days.
But I have to deal with it for now.
I understand, most people i know won't even accept that i have depression even though i do have pills for it and therapist sessions for it and other problems
it isn't easy to be positive, its harder than most people think it is
not everyone can be positive with the snap of their fingers
trying to smile and be happy is the hardest thing you could ever think could be hard

my boyfriend lives in australia and me in the states, imagine that
he makes me happy when im down to giving up and just sleeping
and i'm glad hes around as much as he can be even though we're so far away
i throw so much s**t on him that i've started just not saying anything anymore because i feel like im being a burden or im pushing him away or making him worry too much.

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lmao depression for me sucks a** and i honestly wish that s**t didn't exist lol
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