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i like staying home.
i have bad social anxiety, and i like to be alone in the quiet. i rarely have music or the tv on.

however i do get the urge to go out sometimes.
i don't like the people i encounter, but i like the places. c:

I am one of the possibly rare extroverts that is also an introvert. I get the sensitivity to people, energy, and a general sense of being leached off of when in groups, crowds, or situations I can't control. But I crave connections and people and I don't like to be alone all the time. I want to party but I feel uncomfortable at a party. I feel uncomfy alone at home wishing I was out. I feel uncomfortable alone in my head while I am out wishing I was at home. I seem to always want a bit of both worlds in an inconvenient way that happens to clash with itself.

I would prefer to be home, simply because I don't do too well in crowds. That being said, I would like to go to a bar sometime, just with some coworkers or my boyfriend, just to see what all the fuss is about.

Mm. "Going out" usually means spending money, and I'm poor, so I'd rather stay at home. I'd be happy to be more social if it wasn't so damn expensive.

I do go to muay thai classes five days a week though. Lots of cool people there.