and dancing ensued
Silly Annie
and dancing ensued
Silly Annie
and dancing ensued
i do know, it's kind of like you're being ripped out of a bubble you built around yourself, isn't it?
i think that's why they put you in with him. a lot of the time people are scared that they're the only one that feels something, and when they find someone just like them, they feel better, because they're not the only one that feels like that.
you both have similar fears. maybe you could use your understanding of your own fear to better understand his and use that to try to get through to him.
maybe
if I ever get to the point where seein him freak out cause of me dont make me wanna cry cause I feel for him
or maybe I can use that iunno
but yea Im proably gonna be seein more of him idunno
at the same time it is a little scary
like this is my paranoia talkin again but
scared people can get dangerous if they go over the edge yknow?
yea
that's why you gotta keep your distance
were you two being monitored last time?
i would wait and see if he calms down before trying to get near him, but since he's experienced abuse that made him this way and it's not just him being scared for no reason, idk if that will happen so easily. so yea be patient!
well yea
I had my nurse an he had his nurse guy
an there was two milkmen in the room standin by the doors
well they're probably there to prevent someone from getting hurt
still, if there's something that other people do to you that make you uncomfortable or trigger moments of fear, then maybe he wouldn't like those things so much either
well thas what Im sayin
if it wernt obvious that it was ME he was scared of his panic attack mighta made me panic an have a flash meself
but yknow
first thing I saw was him lookin me in the eyes an his face jus went from normal to oh ******** Im gonna die
the milkmen was over on his side of the room an his nurse guy was basicly huggin him an tellin him hes ok but he was prettymuch jus lookin at me an tellin me to leave him alone an such
an if it wernt clear as day that he was scared off his nut I mighta felt upset or insulted yknow?
but basicly they proably gonna do wi him what they did for me
which is jus check how bad you react to somethin
then they give you this routine where you go round an do stuff have therapies an such
an once in a while they jus slip in that thing you scared of on the quiet
the less scared you get the more often they do it
me I aint SCARED of men so much anymore
I still get real nervous round em but I can keep cool yknow
they proably wont use me to slip into his routine so much as they gonna use me on them days when they test how bad he still is an then when hes calm we proably gonna do therapies together on account of we know that same fear