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HAHA good its taken root, now flourish my beloved rant post! hahahahahahhahahahaha!

I didnt see a heart but im glad u shared something that is deep on ur heart, thank you, and I wish that same thing but for a passed love one to return to me, even for a day, in hopes to make my heart stop hurting over the unnatural way she died, that i couldnt do nothing, those last moments of the person we miss is those words we usually dont wish anymore to been said and wish to change, yet its funny how fate has done it to all of us, we fight and they die, there's fighting about and they die, we try to hurry them up or get something done and they just pass on, or even when you finally get them saved when they fear the other side, and accept God or any god they believe in, if they do, and its just a heartfull dread to see them gone, so to get another moment again with them, it means the world to us while alive, but to be nice on the thought just think, there somewhere they are no longer sick, there happy, in perfect cond., anything that made them disabled is gone, lifted from there bodies, there soul is free of anything the earthly body had, and so there soul, bless it, that its safe and finally done suffering anything that troubled the soul, an one day we be that place too, and we will get that chance with them forever.

You made me do this

Another great thing to talk of and share, its hard to deal with people that betray you and if its done with something greatly taken to your personal needs or feelings it stings worse than something small, and constantly done will destroy any sense of trust of a person or all people, im with a person she cant trust me at all, but still we're bound together and even though we fight she tries to trust even though one thing can go wrong an its like a cannon got shot at me, v.v so i know those feelings and i know that its inpossible to go back to stop that, but not everyone will harm you, just find those who give you there trust, and slowly if you want a chance to trust them, a good friend is family that will last forever, even if its just one that one can save your life from lots of pain ahead of you. so if you need a friend to talk with im all open to talk in pm's dear.