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βœ—~Alexial Cross Evers ~ βœ—
Freshmen
there's this girl, and she writes poetry on her arms.
when people ask her why, she tells them it's so she never forgets.
but really she just wants other people to read her words and to tell her she's beautiful.

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Full Name: Alexial Cross Evers

Aliases/Nicknames (if any): Alex, Alexa, Lexi, Ace, ect.

Age/Date of Birth: 19. April 11th

Sexual Orientation/Gender Identity: Pansexual cisgender

Race/Ethnicity: Caucasian

Height: 5’5

Build: Slender, soft, and delicate but strong

Eyes: caramel chocolate brown.

Hair: curly, usually messy, textured, down to jaw line, dark brown

Clothes Style: not usually β€œin” or trendy. mostly casual-formal. Acceptable.

Tattoos, Piercings, Marks, Scars, etc.: scattered scars on her body, mostly on her upper legs/hips. Ears pierced once. Small tattoo behind ear.

Appearance: Intense stare. Seems out of place sometimes. Distant.

Education: mostly honors/AP student in high school before Senior year.

Occupation(s): Recently set up a job at a local coffee shop.

Past Occupation(s): former bookstore employee in home town. Used to volunteer at animal shelters and elderly homes.

Special Abilities/Skills: can recite Shakespeare and Walt Whitman from memory and knit.

Activities/Organizations: used to be part of the school newspaper but got kicked out when she called the editor a b***h. She kind of was a b***h.

Hobbies: reading, writing, listening to records

Likes: coffee, trees, cemeteries, art, neck kissing

Dislikes: social situations, being the center of attention, lemonade, the word moist, douche bags

Serious Problems/Flaws/Addictions/Disorders/Disabilities: scars from the past. Once got in trouble for setting the frogs free in 9th grade biology. Some drug usage, just experimenting. Caffeine addiction.

Place of birth or previous living environment: Portland Oregon

Now lives: on campus

Lives with: roommate in college dorm

Current Relationship Status: single

Relationship History: first kiss with a neighbor who moved away, never to be seen again. Recent abusive relationship she escaped by moving for college. Small experimentation with girls in the past. Issues trusting people sometimes.

Family: Her father had passed away when she was young. Sister committed suicide at age 17, Lexi being 9 at the time. Mother was a nice woman who died in a car accident when Alexial was 10. She lived with older brother who was 18 at the time of her mother’s death. They were close.

Other Biographical Remarks: Growing up must be hard for a teen with no parents; it sure had its impacts. Now try adding a shitty boyfriend, social anxiety, and depression. It’s sure to cause a quarter-life crisis, and that’s exactly what happened. Lexi doesn’t like to talk about her senior year of high school, but has tried so hard to move past it. Now, in a new town with barely any reminders, can she create a new image? Can she be a better person and break out of her shell? Only time will tell.

Extra Information: Vegetarian for 5 years

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❀ Liam ΰΉ‘ Austin ΰΉ‘ Jones ❀________
I'm sorry I can't be perfect____________


Full Name: Liam Austin Jones

Aliases/Nicknames (if any): N/A

Age/Date of Birth: 21. January 15th

Sexual Orientation/Gender Identity: Heterosexual; cisgender

Race/Ethnicity: Caucasian

Height: 5'10

Build: Small, average strength

Eyes: dark chocolate brown

Hair: straight, dark brown, "emo" style

Clothes Style: "slacker": jeans, a t-shirt, average wear for a lazy teenager

Tattoos, Piercings, Marks, Scars, etc.: 1/4" gauges, much wanted tattoos, faded scars on his wrists

Appearance: Seen as weird, unprofessional

Education: 4.0 average classes through high school, currently studying graphic design (wants to make video games)

Occupation(s): works at a rundown record/music store

Past Occupation(s): bag boy at a grocery store, mowing his mother's lawn

Special Abilities/Skills: sleeping through almost anything, level 120 in Grand Theft Auto

Activities/Organizations: runs a successful blog, an assassin in the Brotherhood

Hobbies: listening to music, gaming, occasionally reading a book, sleeping

Likes: rainy days, loud music, curling up and watching a movie after an exhausting day of doing nothing, Star Wars <3

Dislikes: early mornings, loud people, being around drunk people if he isn't drunk, wind, uncanny valley

Serious Problems/Flaws/Addictions/Disorders/Disabilities: socially awkward (not social anxiety though), depression, sometimes drinks too much (even before he was 21), kind of has become a kleptomaniac within the past few years

Place of birth or previous living environment: Used to live in Cherry Hill, New Jersey with his shitty parents

Now lives: in college campus dorm

Lives with: college room mate

Current Relationship Status: single

Relationship History: some girl tricked him into going on a date with her his junior year of high school, dated one other girl for a month the year before (socially awkwardness separates him from most people)

Family: single disappointment of a child, over bearing parents who were never satisfied

Other Biographical Remarks: Lacking in friends since he graduated high school (over three years ago), Liam's social awkwardness has only worsened. He hardly knows how to communicate with other people: never talking to others in class, occasionally stealing food from his neighboring classmates so he doesn't have to go far for food (and have to talk to someone), and he honestly feels sorry for his past room mates and current mate because of his lack of personality

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βœ—~Alexial Cross Evers ~ βœ—
Freshmen
there's this girl, and she writes poetry on her arms.
when people ask her why, she tells them it's so she never forgets.
but really she just wants other people to read her words and to tell her she's beautiful.

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Alexial swung open the door of the hand-me-down station wagon that she had inherited from her brother almost a year ago. Sure it was beat up and not the latest make and model, but it ran surprisingly well. Overwhelmed by her new surroundings, Lexi inhaled the seemingly fresh air around her, wanting to take in her environment as much as she could. It turned out some of the not-so-perfect oxygen filling her lungs had drifted from a smoker only a couple yards away. She coughed, eyes beginning to water a bit, blinked back her irritated tears, and shut the car door that had kept her safe a few moments ago. The long trip from her town to her college seemed to be endless, only filled with the anxiousness to start what Alexial called a "new chapter" of her life. Sure she had left some shadows in her past. But she was convinced that she could start over again and be who she wanted to be.

Lexi had always been excited to go to college; even going back to her days in middle school. She couldn’t help but fantasize about the awesome parties, the late drunken nights, the beautiful men and women, and most of all, the freedom to do whatever the hell she felt like. Sort of. Of course she acknowledged the fact that she would still have to go to class and pay for food, which forced her to get a job.
Now that she had made it into town and was finally beginning as a freshman in college, she was generally very disappointed in the experience. There were no amazing parties that she was invited to on the first day, there were no beautiful men and women paving the walkways, and there wasn't even a whole lot of drinking going on from what she could tell when she briefly drove through campus. Everything had just seemed so ordinary. She even still had to do the normal grind that life demanded of her. Somehow it seemed things had yet again gotten the best of her. So, with the weight of the world, or, at least, the weight of college life, pressing down on her, she left campus and gave into one of her more perverse addictions: coffee.
The short walk from her packed car to the quirky coffee shop only took a matter of seconds. Of course, the craving for the addictive drug was more than she needed to convince her body to speed walk to the cafe. Stopping only to pull the surprisingly heavy door open, she eventually made her way into β€œA Little Place Called Heaven.” She smiled at the young woman behind the counter, whom had just finished grinding some fresh beans. Alexial couldn't help but to beam. The smell of freshly brewed coffee, the roar of the beans being crushed, the slight hiss of the espresso machine, and even the soothing atmosphere of a cafe was enough to paint a smile across her face. She inhaled deeply; oh the sweet fragrance.
β€œYou must be Alexial, right” the woman behind the counter asked, snapping her out of her zombie-like trance. She shook off the initial shock and answered sort of frazzled. β€œUh-huh…I mean yes.” She corrected herself putting out her hand to meet with the woman’s over the counter. Her name tag read Katie, the girl Lexi had emailed about a job when she arrived. β€œPleasure to meet you.” Lexi let her hand fall back to her side.

After a few minutes of being shown around the small shop and taught about the tools of the trade, Alexial decided she had better go back to campus and check out her room. The short drive seemed to calm her down after her whole experience. Lexi never did well around others, but at least this time she had coffee to warm her up a little. When she had pulled up on campus, she walked to the passenger side of her car and began pulling out boxes to stock the new dorm that she had never seen before.

Eight boxes. She could barely believe that everything she had decided to bring had fit into eight boxes. Her whole life, her childhood, her memories, everything had fit into these highly insignificant pieces of cardboard that had barely fit into the passenger and back seat of her car. As for what was in the trunk, some more of her wardrobe and the zebra print bean bag chair -that she was convinced she couldn't live without- filled it confidently. And so it began; the multiple trips into room 23B in the North Corridor. It wasn't really that far, and Lexi didn't mind the walk, it was just sort of lonely. No cute boys, who had been there for years, lent her a hand like she had dreamed about on her way up there. No enchanting experience with the roommate that had not even shown up yet. Just moving her eight boxes and animal printed bean bag chair alone. How ordinary.

Finally the last of her items had made it inside the empty room safely. She had stacked them in a pile near the door, not deciding which of the 2 rooms she would have as her own and which her roommate would get. β€œWell, first come first serve.” She spoke softly to herself before scoping out both equally identical rooms and settled with the one on the left. She had only unpacked a couple of boxes before finding her bed sheets and comforter. Earlier Lexi had decided that if she were going to be lazy and leave her boxes there for another day, she would at least set up her bed for if she came back late and was tired.

After half an hour of her roommate being a no-show, she locked her individual door and headed out into the β€œnew world” to see what was going on. She peered at an activity board halfway down the hall and slowly approached. "Shouldn't they make it easier to find your way around here?" she said to herself as she scanning the board for when and where freshman orientation would be.


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Liam sighed as he slid the record into it's alphabetical location. It was a record he wanted to purchase, but he couldn't afford it with the minimum wage he was making at the store and paying for his classes and food and everything else an adult was expected to accomplish. Don't get me wrong, Liam knew he was an adult now, that he was supposed to be taking care of himself, but he just didn't seem to understand the concept of being an adult. He certainly didn't seem like one: he dressed (and looked) like he should be in his junior year of high school, not his junior year of college. He wished he was still in high school, aside from living with his parents. Not an experience he ever wanted to talk about.

When Liam wasn't in school, he still lived with his parents back in New Jersey, a.k.a. hell. They would endlessly pester him about how he should have tried harder in high school, taken harder classes and gotten into a better college. The college he was going to wasn't even bad; he actually really liked it. It was away from his parents, it really wasn't that expensive. Sure, he would be paying back student loans for the rest of his life, but he would be doing that at any college he went to.

The bell of someone walking into the store woke him from the beginning of an existential crisis and he took a moment to carefully think of how to greet them. They were the first person into the store since... he was hired, I guess. He realized he has no idea how to even talk to customers. He always had an early morning shift, the one down side to working at the record store, although he has the pleasure of being alone for basically the whole shift. "Good morning" the customer said. 'Say good morning too. Easy as that, Liam.'
"Goo-od morning..." He stuttered awkwardly. 'Good job, ya idiot.' He thought angrily, flipping through the albums like he had something to do. He glanced up at the clock to find that his shift should have been over fifteen minutes ago, but his replacement wasn't here yet. 'Just kill me, Charlie where the ******** are you?' He thought, almost praying for his co-worker to walk in the door right then so he could go to his dorm before his room mate.

After an embarrassing confrontation of the customer asking to purchase an album, Charlie finally showed.
"Thanks a lot, ya d**k. Not like I had somewhere to be twenty minutes ago." He told Charlie angrily when the customer left. He quickly went out to his beat up, hardly working Volvo that was older than he was. He was astonished when he managed to drive the car all the way across the country three years ago with it only breaking down twice! The short car ride to the college campus was exhausting with his things in the passenger seat hitting loudly against the window or falling into his lap every time he turned.

Finally making it to the college, he lugged his few bags up to his dorm. It was the same dorm he had had the previous year and he was looking forward to having the same dorm mate. The guy he had roomed with had hardly spent any time in their room, which was a blessing for Liam. Upon unlocking the door to his dorm, he found that one of the rooms was already closed up and he assumed taken. He groaned as he dragged into his things into the other room and threw them unenthusiastically onto the empty bed. He went back to the other room and lightly knocked on the door. There was no answer and no noise coming from inside.
"...Hello?" Also, no answer. He placed his hand gently on the door knob and turned it. It was locked. He sighed, knowing that he would have to wait to meet his room mate. He quickly left his dorm though, doing his newly annual analyzing of the freshman. He found amusement in looking at the their confused faces. He had once had the same face and yet he enjoyed theirs.

Overhearing a girl complain about how difficult all this was, he felt like it was his job as a newly upperclassman to help her out.
"What's the fun in everything being easy?" He asked, looking at the same board she was before glancing over at the smaller woman. 'Great, you got one line out. Now what?" He tensed as he realized he probably couldn't even help her. He had spent hours looking for his dorm his first day at school, and even now, he didn't know any of the letters of the buildings but B. 'Play it cool, Liam. Try to introduce yourself.' "Hi. My name is Liam." He managed to get out. 'You sound like a kid desperate to make friends on his first day of school. Oh wait, you are.' He thought angrily to himself, feeling his cheeks grow warm.

((I don't know how this ended up being so long. The rest of my posts will probably be like half of this.))

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βœ—~Alexial Cross Evers ~ βœ—
Freshmen
there's this girl, and she writes poetry on her arms.
when people ask her why, she tells them it's so she never forgets.
but really she just wants other people to read her words and to tell her she's beautiful.

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Lexi scanned the old cork-board covered in various shades of multicolored paper for one on the orientation, barely noticing the person commenting on her mumbles. 'He's not talking to me, he can't be. He's an upperclassman, why would he talk to me? There are plenty of people around, he is probably talking to one of them. Don't make a fool of yourself, no one talks to you.' She felt really awkward and wanted to avoid feeling so foolish, so she let herself get swept away by the crowd effortlessly. 'If he was talking too me, I can say it was too loud to hear.' she thought. 'IF I ever see him again.' she continued, not knowing he was her room mate.

There was still a while until orientation, so Lexi sighed and wondered the halls a while. Most of the people were too busy with moving in or hanging out with their friends to notice her slip through the hallways. She passed by the different corridors and into the main hallway. It was pretty big, not awfully big, but a decent size. Spacious. She saw signs leading to student lounges and art rooms but she hadn’t decided which way she had wanted to go yet. Her stomach let out an audible growl. β€œI guess that’s decided.” She mumbled to herself before heading in the direction of the cafΓ©.

It was a bit noisy and crowded but smelled delicious. Alexial was practically ravenous from the long drive up and wish she had picked up something at the coffee shop beforehand. She scanned the room searching for something appetizing, which was anything at this point, and grabbed a chicken caesar salad sandwich. $2.50. She checked her pockets β€œs**t.” she cursed. She only had one crinkled up dollar in her jeans along with 2 dimes. She put down the sandwich and grabbed an Arizona so her trip wasn’t such a defeat.

Slowly the level of liquid declined as she wandered back to her room. She momentarily got lost in the math wing, but doesn’t everyone get lost when dealing with math? As time passed she had finally gotten to an area that seemed vaguely familiar, and was feeling a bit more confident in her endeavor.

She placed the can up to her lips and tilted her head back as she walked on to obtain the artificially sweetened beverage, when some other sad soul who had not been paying attention to where he was running body checked her in the middle of the hallway. β€œSORRY!” they yelled back at her while continuing the mad dash to an unknown location. β€œ********] She said under her breath, getting a chill from the beverage seeping through her t-shirt. She sighed and walked the rest of the short distance to her room.

She fumbled around with the door knob a minute before entering the main room and closing the door behind her. She headed to the bathroom that they were to share and grabbed a couple paper towels, trying to dry off her chest. Assuming her roommate was not there yet, she gave up her effort in trying to salvage her shirt and removed it, heading to her room. She hadn’t noticed if anyone came in.


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Liam groaned as the girl seemed to not hear him. 'Of course. No one ever listens to me anyways.' He thought, watching the girl walk away. He looked around, trying to find anyone he knew that he could talk with. He didn't want to seem desperate to talk to someone, but he honestly was. If he didn't find someone, he would end up going back to his dorm and doing nothing. Not even put his things away probably, just lay on top of it on his bed. Why did he put all of his stuff on his bed anyways? He shook his head, feeling like he had no choice. He had to go put his stuff away.

Liam took a leisurely stroll back to his dorm, finding that there was still no one to talk to. There were a few people he was familiar with, but he couldn't work up the motivation to have a conversation with them. Besides, they would probably just walk away like the girl did earlier. He hummed quietly to himself as he unlocked the door to his dorm, finding that no one seemed to be here yet. He sighed, actually relieved that there was no one. He slowly moved his things off his bed and then opened his suitcase. Rows of organized clothes lined the black bag and he slowly laid them out on his bed, searching for hangers in another bag.

Liam had only been doing this for a few minutes when he heard someone come on. Hoping whoever it was wouldn't notice him, he slowly inched so he had his back to the wall next to the door. He barely peeked his head out to find that the person was in the bathroom but walked out. He panicked for a moment as she began to take her shirt off and he moved behind his wall. As much as he was a straight guy, he couldn't look at her like that, especially if they had to room together all year. Should he go tell her he was here? Probably. Was he going to? Probably not.

Liam slowly went back to his bed to finish what he was doing, hoping still that she wouldn't hear him. But this wish crumbled as he backed into the small desk in his room and a stack of his favorite CD's fell to the floor with a clatter. 'Good going. Now this confrontation has to come sooner than you wanted. You brought this upon yourself, ya dumb cluts.' He thought angrily to himself, quickly picking up the CD's spread on the ground, hoping that maybe the girl would ignore what she heard and not come speak to him. The likely hood wasn't at all likely, but he would hope for the best.

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βœ—~Alexial Cross Evers ~ βœ—
Freshmen
there's this girl, and she writes poetry on her arms.
when people ask her why, she tells them it's so she never forgets.
but really she just wants other people to read her words and to tell her she's beautiful.

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Lexi screamed when she heard a noise, trying to cover herself with the wet piece of clothing she was holding. β€œHoly ******** when the hell did you get here?” She had now noticed a figure had made its way into the room without her knowing. She tried to hide herself behind the doorframe.

Alexial had been embarrassed many times in her life, as did most people, and had been in far worse situations than this, but that didn't make it any less painless to endure. She had been walked in on going to the bathroom in her high school -due to poorly budgeted locks on stall doors- more times than anyone would be proud to admit. She had bought sex toys as a gag-gift for her friends with one of her teachers in line behind her. Heck, she went skinny dipping once and someone stole her clothes. All these things should have prepared her for future embarrassment, but her face still turned three shades of red darker.

It's not like she was ashamed of her body or anything either. Sure she had self esteem issues like most people, but she was shaped overall pretty nicely. Flat tummy, a bit curvy, with a D cup. All things she was pretty proud of, but it's not like she signed up to stand in her bra and jeans in font of a stranger.

A stranger. As her brain started to switch from panic to realization she began thinking of who this was. Her new roommate. She strained to think of the name she read who was with her. 'What was it?' She thought to herself as she watched him stumble. At least he had covered his eyes. "Liam?" she realized and accidentally said out loud.

"Uh, s**t, sorry." She flushed a darker shade of red, realizing she was half naked still. "It's not like I expected anyone to be here, considering you were a no show when I had check in." She replied to him realizing her room was on the other side of the dorm and she would have to pass in front of his door to get to it.


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Liam sighed as he heard her scream. 'Should have just told her.' "Look, I'm sorry. I've been here for like fifteen minutes. I honestly should have said something when you walked in but I'm not good with confrontation. I wouldn't know what to say." He apologized, trying to decide if he should actually turn around to talk to her or if it would still be awkward for him with her not wearing a shirt and all.

Liam did turn around when she said his name though. This is when he realized she was the girl that had ignored him earlier. He opened his mouth to say something and then closed it as he didn't know what he was going to say. He should've known her name: it was written on the paper he was sent with his dorm info on it. That's when he remembered he had gotten into a fight with his mom when he found her going through his room. She had been reading all his papers, which he hadn't even read yet, and this wasn't the first time. He had asked her many times to not touch his things yet she still continuously did. He had tried to grab the paper out of her hand, resulting in it ripping off the half with Alexial's name on it. He never did find that half and just assumed he would have the same room mate as last year.

It was a nice surprise to have a girl as a room mate. She was stereo typically supposed to be neat and organized (which his previous mate was not) and hopefully not too loud. Hopefully she was nicer than his previous mate as well.
"Yea, sorry about the being late thing. I had a pretty shitty morning at work. You should probably, uh, go put a shirt on. Then I might be able to comfortably talk to you..." He said shyly, hoping she wouldn't take his last statement offensively. That's definitely not how he meant it. "Wait, but first, what's your name? I know I should know this but it's a not so long story that's pointless in explaining." He asked, examining her face and mentally trying to guess the small girl's name.

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βœ—~Alexial Cross Evers ~ βœ—
Freshmen
there's this girl, and she writes poetry on her arms.
when people ask her why, she tells them it's so she never forgets.
but really she just wants other people to read her words and to tell her she's beautiful.

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β€œI’m Alexial. Yeah, yeah, weird name or whatever. Parents wanted a unique daughter, blah, blah, blah. You can call me Lexi… or Alex… or whatever the hell you want really.” She babbled on. Lexi never was really picky about what people called her, she was just happy to be noticed once in a while. She never really had friends back in high school and hoped that would change. Now she realized that was probably highly unlikely. You can’t really change, just adapt.

"Um, Do you mind turning around for a moment?" she asked so she could maybe have a moment of privacy. She waited a little while for a sign of approval before she ran awkwardly onto her room, not looking back to check if he was watching or not. She shut the door behind her and threw the wet shirt on the floor. When Lexi was in her room, she inhaled and exhaled once before opening one of her boxes and pulling out another t-shirt. She slid it over her head and let it rest peacefully on her body. Next she pulled out her over-sized hoodie and bundled up in it. She wasn’t necessarily cold, she just wanted to hide.

Alexial then decided she would need to come out of her room and face him eventually, so slowly she emerged from her room, walked over to his, cleared her throat, and began softly with a barely inaudible "Hey." thinking she should start over with him. She inhaled and exhaled, then began a little bit more strongly. "My name is Alexial Cross Evers, I'm 18 and from Portland OR. My best friend was my cat, Blue Buttons, who I had to leave in the caring hands of my brother, Christian. We used to be close. Christian practically raised me from age 10 until this year because of... Well...complications" she didn't understand why she was sharing all this. Did she feel like all of a sudden she could trust him, or did she just lack someone she could confide in, so she was clinging onto the nearest -and only- seemingly friendly face?

"I read, I write, I listen to old records, I never really had much of a social life. I've died my hair every single color, except pink. I'm not sure why, but you're only young once I guess, right?" She shrugged to herself and laughed awkwardly. "Anyways, I'm planning to double major in English Lit and Psychology." Lexi began to feel a bit more confident with herself and her new roommate.


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Liam smiled. "Alexial is a cute name. It suites you." He told her, turning around like she asked. He continued putting away his clothing as she changed. He turned back to her as she appeared in front of his door and started telling him her life story. He became more and more happy with her the longer she kept talking. She seemed super relatable and maybe she wouldn't be too bad as more than a room mate - maybe actually a friend. He became excited as he realized that he might actually have a friend and he broke out in a big smile.

He also realized that she had been done speaking for a minute now and he was just sitting here smiling like an idiot.
"I"m sorry. I'm just happy to have someone here I guess. My life story now...?"

He paused to take a deep breath before beginning, just naming the same facts she had.
"My name is Liam Austin Jones. I'm 21 and from Cherry Hill, New Jersey. I've never really had a best friend. I don't have any siblings and my parents are s**t. I work at a record store with a bunch of old records, and I'm not sure I even know what a social life is. I have never been venturous enough to dye my hair rad colors. I want to make video games so I'm studying graphic design and writing." He looked up at her, pulling down the sleeves of the jacket he was wearing. Telling people about himself always made him think of the worst things about himself. He of course never told anyone these bad things, but he always thought them.

"You're a freshman then, huh? Do you need help with anything? You kind of ignored me when I asked you this morning." He now mentioned him being the one to speak to her earlier. His stomach growled and he sighed. He hadn't had time to get breakfast after staying at work so long waiting for Charlie. "Do you want to chat more over breakfast? I'll buy." Liam offered, digging though a backpack in search of his wallet.

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βœ—~Alexial Cross Evers ~ βœ—
Freshmen
there's this girl, and she writes poetry on her arms.
when people ask her why, she tells them it's so she never forgets.
but really she just wants other people to read her words and to tell her she's beautiful.

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Liam had been acting awfully generous to her all of a sudden. It was something she was not used to. She tried to work past the small lump on her throat. "Uh," she cleared her throat "Thank you." she finally got out. She listened intently to his life story, feeling like could sort of relate. "uh, yeah, I am new here. I..um...I didn't hear you, I'm sorry. I was a bit overwhelmed by everything." it wasn't a total lie, she was feeling a bit overwhelmed by everything. "Orientation is in about an hour, so I guess I have tome for breakfast. Thanks for the offer." She really didn't know what to do until then anyways. Lexi didn't feel right watching Liam shuffle through his stuff so she grabbed her bag and then waited awkwardly on the couch.

'Is this a date?' Lexi thought to herself 'No, he's just being a friendly roommate.' She looked down at her fingers bored and began to pick at her fingernails. When she had chewed them too short to play with or bite anymore, she moved to her cuticle. She pushed them back and picked at them. Alexial was just so nervous. β€˜I have every right to be nervous, right? I mean he just met me and I kind of invaded his house naked today already.’ She thought and got annoyed with her fingers, and ripped off her cuticles, creating hangnails everywhere. Shortly after, those were pulled until there was nothing left to play with.

Lexi laid her hands out in front of her. Short, ripped, scabbed, and bloody; worse than before. She sighed and began to pick the scabs and skin off. Red and bloody; not-surprisingly even worse than before. Her finger was brought up to her mouth, in effort to stop the bleeding. It slowly stopped one finger at a time. Again, she pulled back, looking at the ripped up mess she called hands. Nothing pretty, just red and boring. She frowned and stood near the door, feeling like Liam should almost be ready.


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Liam was glad when she accepted his invitation to breakfast. It had been awhile since anyone had voluntarily hung out with him so this was nice. It took him a few minutes to find his wallet, having a few different backpacks. He quickly took a second to make sure his hair looked okay, realized it honestly didn't matter and continued on to meet Alexial at the front door. "You ready?" He asked, shoving his wallet into his back pocket. Assuming she was, he opened their front door, gesturing for her to go first and then following after. He just planned on going to the cafe on campus. It was a cute little shop and the food there was pretty good. Sure, it was just sandwiches and salads, but Liam was never really one for real breakfast food anyways. Eggs never quite agreed with him and bacon was never high on his "To Eat" list. He had found himself in the cafe most mornings, getting some coffee and pretending like he was studying with one of his expensive text books. He was usually just trying to wake up and not awkwardly stare at the wall or his phone.

The walk to the cafe was filled with awkward and quiet small talk: talking briefly about each other and things like that. He was feeling pretty confident with his new friend as they got to the cafe. It was pretty crowded, upsetting to his not so social being, and he inched around people, glancing back to see if Alexial was still with him.
"It's crowded, I know. Let's just get some food and get out of here." Liam suggested, uneasily looking around at all of the unfamiliar faces. "What do you want?" He asked, grabbing a random sandwich that looked good for himself.

((Sorry for the wait. I've been lazy today.))

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βœ—~Alexial Cross Evers ~ βœ—
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there's this girl, and she writes poetry on her arms.
when people ask her why, she tells them it's so she never forgets.
but really she just wants other people to read her words and to tell her she's beautiful.

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After leaving the room, Liam and Lexi had started the short wall from their room to the cafe that she had never been to. As she walked, she noticed her small set of keys hanging from her pocket. As her keychain swished back and fourth as she walked, a little bedazzled Hello Kitty trinket shone in the fluorescently lit hallway. Her father had given it to her when she was little when he returned from a long business trip. That was the start of her mini collection.

Back in her dorm room, she had brought with her so many of the baubles and knickknacks that she had collected over the years from her house. There were so many compasses that showed her the way. Endless amounts of friendship bracelets were tied off at the ends, creating a jungle of multicolored string. There were even home made ones of small statues tied with ribbon. Every time a holiday or special occasion would come, she would receive a trinket for her keychain collection. Every field trip or vacation had to end with the purchase of one of her small treasures. It had seemed almost routine that whenever the Evers family was somewhere unusual, they would find themselves buying another memento for Lexi.

The little Hello Kitty glowing in the light had brought her attention to her keychain for a moment. The noticed the other three things hanging from her key. There was a small brass feather that her sister had picked up from the Museum of Modern Art on a class fold trip for Lexi during her freshman year of high school. She loved it because it was so simple but still elegant; it reminded her to stop wording about how the 'big picture' would turn out, and start enjoying the little things. Also hanging from the little silver key ring was a Nintendo star from Mario Party. Alexial's brother had gotten this one year for her birthday. She remembered how when they were younger they used to play so much on the N64. He would let her win most of the time, but she didn't care, she was just happy spending time with him.

The final object that completed her keychain was a small clear bottle partially filled with sand. Alexial's mother had gotten this for her when she had come back from California. There was a crack up the side and almost all of the sand had been spilled out when her ex, James, threw it against the ground, but she still loved it and carried it with her.

"What are you doing with that thing?" he asked maliciously, pulling it out of her hands.
"They were gifts, come on, give it back." she said reaching for it. He pulled his hand out of the way, teasing Lexi.
"Beg for it." he replied, not letting her have it.
"James, come one, please give it back to me." she said again, reaching out for it.
"No, its tucking stupid. Why the hell would you want to carry baby toys with you?" he said throwing it against the floor.
"James." Lexi said horrified. The little bottle cracked and sand fell onto the floor. She kneeled down to pick up the little pieces and retrieve all the sand that she could.
"Whatever Alex, I'm leaving. I knew hanging out with you would be as lame as always." he said then slammed the door.

She remembered the moment, staring off into the distance, and flinching at the end of it as they walked. Before she knew it, they were at the small, crowded cafΓ©. "That sounds like a good idea," she replied to him. "Um, I'll have..." she grabbed an egg salad sandwich and a bag of chips. "Are you sure you don't want me to pay for myself?" she asked nervously. She really didn't like people she barely knew to pay for her.


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((didn't mean to write this much sweatdrop ))

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