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Before I go, I've got to know:

Is that what you mean to say? 0.29136975455265 29.1% [ 736 ]
Before I rise to my defense, 0.049881235154394 5.0% [ 126 ]
Before I speak in hurt or fear, 0.056215360253365 5.6% [ 142 ]
Before I build that wall of words, 0.043151227236738 4.3% [ 109 ]
Tell me: did I really hear? 0.1021377672209 10.2% [ 258 ]
Words are windows, or they're walls, 0.098574821852732 9.9% [ 249 ]
They sentence us, or set us free. 0.061757719714964 6.2% [ 156 ]
When I speak and when I hear, 0.02929532858274 2.9% [ 74 ]
Let the love light shine through me. 0.26761678543151 26.8% [ 676 ]
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grotesque-ka
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ive gone through certain lengths to get back at people,
and i wont get into that.
am i proud of doing what i have in the past?
no.
but would i do it again for my friends?
yes.
if i had friends.

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so this is the way its going to be?
i see.

Questionable Explorer

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in which i make another deliberate decision to hold myself back even further.

********, why can't i do this?

it's like my mind needs to be in a constant state of alteration.

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i still have high anxiety about the professors telling me to remove my hat in class.

it has yet to happen in my 3 semesters , but.

ugh, the anxiety is still there. i'm shaking just thinking about it.

it's silly to worry about. we're adults and they're not going to bother me about that.
at least i hope not...

Alien Friend

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it feels good to acknowledge that
it will never be said out loud
that would break us both
but I think we know its there
its so easy to get caught up in what ifs
but I can't be anything more than a 'could have been' for you
really I shouldn't even be that
distance will be good for our friendship

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Why is it when I actually want to sleep I can't?
I've been attacked with the case of "toss and turn" and sneezing.
My evening got totally ********]

Timid Flatterer

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phthia

distance will be good for our friendship

Shy Giver

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Dweebledee
Why is it when I actually want to sleep I can't?

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I love when I get to say, "Remember, you said it, not me."

You have to take time to enjoy the simple things.

Explorer

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    I CARE TOO ******** MUCH ABOUT PEOPLE WHO DON'T DESERVE IT GODDAMN.

Explorer

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    b***h ******** chill!!!!!!!
    just because his motives for wanting to transfer partly consists of a girl doesn't mean it gon always be that way. just because she yo friend and he's a little shitty doesn't mean he's always gonna be hooked on her like lmao calm the ******** down.
    feelings change. people change. but your shitty attitude just doesn't seem to, hm?

    DAMN SMH @ YOU FOR NOT ******** BELIEVING IN HIM LIKE THIS IS LITERALLY WHY HE HASN'T CHANGED BECAUSE NO ONE'S EVER EXPECTED HIM TO. NO ONE'S EVER BELIEVED IN HIM. NO ONE'S EVER WANTED TO SEE HIM SUCCEED.

    ******** YOU, MAN. I believe in this kid. I'm not giving up on him.

    also I see that subtle skepticism towards community college. ******** you o m g you literally got rejected from UCSB and then had the audacity to lie to everyone two months later and say you never even applied b***h BYEEEEEEEEEEEE. I hope UCI kills you tbh you really deserve to see just how debilitating depression can be towards academic success. Goddamn your ignorance is so ******** frustrating. Stay the ******** WOKE.

Questionable Explorer

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once i gain control of this disorder, i will never take my hair for granted again.

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i want to be healthy , yet i continue to do unhealthy things.
so why do i expect things to go any differently?

i feel like i haven't made any significant changes, so i shouldn't expect significant results.

Explorer

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    whaT's even more frustrating is I was literally on the verge of tears twenty minutes ago because I thought I had genuinely done you wrong but o m g. you just keep proving to me more and more how unworthy you are of my time like gd. idgaf anymore.

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Sometimes it makes me sad that there are most nights that I can't sleep
without taking a sip of Nyquil and smoking a fat bowl. I wish I had more nights where
I can just snuggle under covers and drift off into peaceful bliss.

Now I can try an sleep.... hopefully.

Astounding Galaxy

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yesterday i got to ride on a harley davidson, and got to spend the night in a luxurious $500+/night hotel for not even a fraction of that cost
then today i walked on a glacier.

but yet, i still feel unfulfilled. it's so sad, that when you get to a certain point, everything loses meaning. what is it i'm searching for?

Questionable Explorer

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i have a knot in my throat and i don't think i'll sleep very much tonight.

because apparently drinking > preparing for my first day of classes.

lol look at how well i'm transitioning. off to a great start!!

/sarcasm

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i really hope this isn't 2014 fall semester all over again.
i do not want to spend every day out of the ENTIRE semester hung over.

i just want to pass my classes and get my 3rd 4.0 gpa.

can i give myself that much? probably not.
it seems that i like to make things difficult for myself.

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i really need to start making myself useful.
as far as i'm concerned i've been utterly worthless for a good while now.

i am capable of so much and i am continuously throwing it away.

even worse is that i recognize that about myself, and yet still continue to do so anyway.

the ******** is wrong with me?
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