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Before I go, I've got to know:

Is that what you mean to say? 0.29228953579858 29.2% [ 743 ]
Before I rise to my defense, 0.049960660896932 5.0% [ 127 ]
Before I speak in hurt or fear, 0.055861526357199 5.6% [ 142 ]
Before I build that wall of words, 0.043273013375295 4.3% [ 110 ]
Tell me: did I really hear? 0.10228166797797 10.2% [ 260 ]
Words are windows, or they're walls, 0.097954366640441 9.8% [ 249 ]
They sentence us, or set us free. 0.061369000786782 6.1% [ 156 ]
When I speak and when I hear, 0.029110936270653 2.9% [ 74 ]
Let the love light shine through me. 0.26789929189614 26.8% [ 681 ]
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So far today I've had a bowl of raisin bran, and 5 strawberries.

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i want to cry all ******** day i don't care

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i literally wish i was not me.

Romantic Hunter

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R told me my skin looks great without any foundation, my self esteem rose like 1000% lol
I love using the facial scrubs and taking care of my skin

Human Garbage

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I don't want my meds. I ******** hate it.

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I don't even wanna go back to work tomorrow! b (o uo)b
The past two days off have been so nice.

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I fap too much...

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i'm so exhausted, it feels like i didn't
sleep at all last night.

i hate the mobile site so much. it's so
shitty and basically useless.

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I wondering if keeping her updated on what I am cleaning is the wrong thing to do. Like I want to be open and honest about my life, but I don't want her to think I'm hiding it away. This last 6 months I've been less busy with work(relatively) and I'm playing catch up with the previous 6 months where I was working 60-70 hours a week at two stores. Basically outside of necessities I did nothing and honestly my apartment and my car took a toll for it. The condition my stuff was left in was not an accurate representation of who I was. I'm not a clean freak, but I at least don't leave dishes every week to pile up, or hair in the shower drain.

I just don't want to bring her home and scare her away. My biggest fear is that the time we have together will be undermined by something I forget to pick up. I just want perfection for her. I want to be a gentleman, I want to be compassionate, I want to be supportive. I want to be what I need to be for her, and I don't want that ruined cause the bathroom isn't up to par.

I Say I'm not nervous, I say I'm "So Ready," but honestly I am nervous.

6 days before we get to have our time together. Longest 6 days of my life I can already feel it. s**t I don't even know how to pick someone up from the airport.

Hardcore Noob

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'm hungry and I have vertigo and I'm kind of in this mild mental shock right now.

I can't decide if I even want to talk to him or not.

I can't decide if I like him or dislike him, either.
He was a real ******** d**k at times.

But I also know these other things about him,
I remember how in the beginning I wanted to protect him so badly, because parts of him are just this broken little boy.

And physically, yeah maybe there would still be some feelings there.
The last time we slept together was really good...

But nothing can or will come of it anyways, so why bother again?
He needs an ego boost. Do I?

I don't trust him.
And I'm mad that he doesn't seem to get me; he just wants me to drop everything and move to Regina to stop him from feeling lonely.

And yet... part of me still hopes that he'll ask me to visit?

I don't understand myself...

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I wonder how much it sucks for you from time to time.
Like, 'Gee, I wonder if those bad decisions *ever* got them somewhere great'.

lol just kidding, it's just good to know that I'm doing a billion times better than you.

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He doesn't know how to exist as a single entity.
And okay, it looks like he has been struggling with being single for a while,
but he shouldn't be struggling so much.

And he's got his own house and nice new car, now-
a job that pays really well-
but he's so empty.
He doesn't know how to be happy by himself; he doesn't know how to be happy single.

And that's a thing that I've all but perfected in my short life so far.

...

I can't decide what to eat.
And I'm too lazy to go get groceries.

Somehow I find myself falling apart. This is ridiculous.

The last few days have been really weird.

I thought that I was getting back into my old routine, but the past couple days...
ugh.

I just don't know.

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Finally found a course I wanna go into. Hopefully within a year I can afford to go. I'll work til then at what I'm doing. I'll have to move since they don't offer the course where I live but I don't really mind too much. I am rather excited about it for a few reasons. Although It'll be a big change. I need a change.

I am gonna go into textiles. I am gonna learn to make clothing. I think I would really love that. I love creative stuff. I'd love to own my own clothing shop someday. Like a little gothic themed place would be so freaken cool. owo

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i literally can't do this
i literally can't live my life anymore.

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The food was so good today. Had myself some salmon and corn. Fruits for dessert. Nibbled a little bit on chips too, but not too terribly. I even had Josh dig the salmon, which was a surprise. He added a little more marinade than what was needed, but it's still good. We know what to do next time for the next batch we cook up. We'll perfect it soon enough.
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Still a little bummed that I haven't heard anything from the college. I really need to make it a day where I go in and get things situated. I'm sure it's been sent at this point. Maybe I'm just rushy. It DID take some time for my application to go through. Still, I really want this to get rolling asap and get my classes. I won't rest easy until I have 15 hrs. under my belt exclaim
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