Captain Screams
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- Posted: Sun, 15 Aug 2010 22:14:57 +0000
whormoan
Flagpole Sitta
whormoan
Flagpole Sitta
So my boyfriend and I have been together since December and we had a talk today about how despite us being together it's still an emotional gamble and I'm realizing I'm okay with that.
However, before I started dating him I was really into another boy but he lived too far away for me to really date. Well, we were extremely close and we thought maybe we kinda were in loved, but I knew the reality that it wasn't going to work because we were too far away. Recently I've been having dreams about him but the problem is is that my boyfriend and I are together and my friend stopped talking to me 100%.
These dreams are nagging me and I want to talk to him but he refuses to talk to me.
How can I get him to talk to me or how can I get over it? I'm thinking it's the slight rough patch I'm trying to get through. I think it's the idea of the emotional gamble that I'm afraid of whereas when my friend and I were close and talking there was no emotional gamble. He was ready to be with me 110%.
Advice?
However, before I started dating him I was really into another boy but he lived too far away for me to really date. Well, we were extremely close and we thought maybe we kinda were in loved, but I knew the reality that it wasn't going to work because we were too far away. Recently I've been having dreams about him but the problem is is that my boyfriend and I are together and my friend stopped talking to me 100%.
These dreams are nagging me and I want to talk to him but he refuses to talk to me.
How can I get him to talk to me or how can I get over it? I'm thinking it's the slight rough patch I'm trying to get through. I think it's the idea of the emotional gamble that I'm afraid of whereas when my friend and I were close and talking there was no emotional gamble. He was ready to be with me 110%.
Advice?
Well I mostly feel the need to apologize considering my friend is the one that told him what was going on instead of me. :l
My best friend told the friend that I liked that I was dating my current boyfriend. *I* wanted to be the one to tell him and that's how I'd planned it but she didn't think that I ought to be happy or someshit?