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Yeeeah. It's a bad coping mechanism. But for quite awhile being able to get closure or move on from things was quite difficult because it involved relying on other people, specifically the ones that, for whatever reason, weren't reliable. So I have mixed feelings. I mean, it's good that I AM actually moving past some things, or at least I currently have the delusion that I am, depending on how I feel when I wake up tomorrow, I guess. But being without the former method to fall back on puts me a bit out of my comfort zone, y'know? Moving forward without being able to step back into familiarity if need be is a pretty intimidating thought.

I don't think I've ever once participated in a Gaia event. Wait. No, I think I went trick or treating in towns for the Halloween event one year. I'm pretty sure that was the only one I ever did participate in though. And it was only for like 10 minutes before I was like "Well this is stupid. " and just kind of. stopped. Doesn't seem like I'm missing much though. =p

Edit: Oh god. The exhaustion's finally setting in. So tired. Blah. Think I'll go to bed in about 15 minutes. Maybe I'll just stay up a couple hours later every day until I'm back on a more reasonable schedule. Probably much easier than an all nighter. Or maybe I could just take something to make myself sleep much earlier than usual at a later date. *Shrugs* Anyway, I'm gonna go pass out. But I should see you tomorrow, if you happen to be on. xP Curse these pesky time differences and strict schedules getting in the way of continued conversation!

G'night n' stuff.

Hopefully they're not terribly disappointing. I don't think I've ever been awfully impressed with event items.

My holidays were kind of crappy overall.

My younger brother got kicked out of his dad's house and his dad's ex-wife shut his phone off on Christmas eve, my mom's neighbor's dog died Christmas morning and I messed my left wrist that's been bothering me for a few weeks up more helping bury him, my grandma sharon got strep throat Christmas day, and I got sick on saturday. Diarrhea, nausea, vomiting, didn't eat anything all day, and slept like 17 hours, waking up in a hot sweat every couple hours. Just got home. Feeling better than I was, though. Still haven't eaten much, but I've been trying to keep hydrated between water, ginger ale, and gatorade. I also had to spend about 12 hours in a car going to and from visiting extended family. God I hate traveling.

My easter/Eggs in a Basket Day/Zombie Jesus Day/4/20 WAS better than my christmas. Y'know, aside from having to go to church. xD