Aer Fixus
Hey there.
About 4 years ago, my older brother was diagnosed with schizophrenia.
We've been struggling with it a lot since then.
But recently he got off his medication, started smoking pot, and has just really gotten a lot worse again.
I'll be moving out in the Fall, hopefully, but until then I may be around him more than I'd like.
Does anyone have any tips on how to deal with him, his anger, and his delusions without getting overwhelmed (I have pretty severe anxiety and the stuff he talks about really make me feel anxious) or starting a fight?
Also, if anyone who has schizophrenia or a loved one with it could share their story with me? Maybe provide me with a bit of insight and hope?
I have Paranoid Schizophrenia. I have delusions as well as hallucinations. I just take it one day at a time and yes, I am taking medications to help. My psychiatrist has told me that my case is an "atypical" case for a few reasons...
Reason one: My parents noticed something strange with me when I turned three. I was a living nightmare when I was younger. Sometimes when I go back to thinking of how awful I was back then I would call myself the little demon. But that was before I was medicated. My parents got me help when I was eleven. Why they waited so long, I will never know because I have asked them but would get no answer.
Reason two: People with Paranoid Schizophrenia typically have one form of delusions and one form of hallucinations. I do only have one type of delusion but three different types of hallucinations. The three types that I have are: visual, auditory, and tactile. Some days are a living nightmare or I feel like I am in hell(pardon my language). But like I posted, you just gotta take it one day at a time.
There have been some instances where I would be doing well and the thought of going off of my medications completely would run through my mind. I would love to not take any medications. I just think back and remember how much of a hell it is without medications. That would snap be back into the thought of getting off my medications would be a dream, but only a dream. I know that I will never get off of all my medications. I hope I have helped and if you need any more information or support, please don't hesitate to pm me.