I just don't ******** understand

[Rath111]

WHY THE ******** do I have to SUFFER with this OCD NOW?!
WHY THE ******** can't I just revert to my childhood mind? Where I was clear of this ******** bull s**t.

WHY THE ******** do I have to sit in the ******** computer lab, doing an assignment that can be easily finished within an hour, and having it finished in 5 hours due to the fact I can't stop thinking these thoughts! I CAN'T ******** FOCUS!
WHAT THE ********

[Rachington_Washael]

What does your OCD make you do?

[Rath111]

I just think about things. I sit there and think and cannot stop thinking...

[TrueLore]

Rath111

I just think about things. I sit there and think and cannot stop thinking...

So you have a brain.

[Rath111]

*sigh* whatever this thread was pointless. I'm going to just continue to deal with this annoying struggle on my own. Let the thread die.

[mimiru_10]

Rath111

*sigh* whatever this thread was pointless. I'm going to just continue to deal with this annoying struggle on my own. Let the thread die.

You could see a therapist to talk about coping strategies-

Even if you can't fully get rid of it you can at least try and fight it. 3nodding

[bear eating a salmon]

i feel your pain. i've had ocd since i was 8.

[CH1YO]

Rath111

WHY THE ******** can't I just revert to my childhood mind? Where I was clear of this ******** bull s**t.

The problem is your lack of maturity; regression won't help.

[Xiam]

Rath111

WHY THE ******** do I have to SUFFER with this OCD NOW?!
WHY THE ******** can't I just revert to my childhood mind? Where I was clear of this ******** bull s**t.

WHY THE ******** do I have to sit in the ******** computer lab, doing an assignment that can be easily finished within an hour, and having it finished in 5 hours due to the fact I can't stop thinking these thoughts! I CAN'T ******** FOCUS!
WHAT THE ********]
Let me guess. Teenager?

You get used to it. Or you become like me, stuck at home because you can't get out of your own head long enough to participate with ordinary human beings in some ordinary manner.

[RossetteAmi]

I know how you feel... I don't know.. My (sexual)ocd is pretty much triggered by other things.. so like.. just find out what is really bothering you and deal with that

[calamito]

Rath111

*sigh* whatever this thread was pointless. I'm going to just continue to deal with this annoying struggle on my own. Let the thread die.

No, ignore that s**t.

Listen, I have OCD too and even though I don't get a whole lot of obtrusive thoughts, I get it. Is there any way you could see a therapist? It could really help you learn to deal with this stuff well enough that it won't interrupt and disrupt daily life.