I have ADHD. I never grew out of it. I use it when necessary. When I have little work to do, I'll basically just go without. With an attention span of less than 15 minutes, I don't get much done, but when I don't have much to get done, it's not a problem. But when crunch time comes, and I'm in the office for twelve hours at time, I do take my medication. Because without it, I simply can't focus. I can clear my desk, make the perfect working enviroment, my computer that I work on has no programs that aren't directly work related. And I still can't focus.
It's not like I go surfing the web, it's that... I just can't do one thing for more than five minutes. My mind will have switched to something else already. And when it comes down to it, that's just not enough. On my medication, I can do wonders. Without it, I'm okay, but I can't push myself further. And it brings back old feelings of depression and worthlessness that I had before I was put on medication
As a kid, everyone was reluctant to put me on medication. But therapy, private one on one tutoring, distraction-less enviroments, none of it helped. As a child, I wondered why no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't succeed. Knowing there was something wrong with me that I couldn't fix. It was hell. I thought I would be failure forever
I never grew out of ADHD. I learned to live with it. And with my medication, I learned to master it and use it to make me a better person. Ritalin/Concerta not only gave me self confidence and self worth, it gave me a chance to be the best I could be, and pursue my dreams to an extent I didn't know was possible before