Belladonna de Grimoire
I had a friend who told me and my other friends stories about her so-called friends. In her stories, I noticed that there are some things that are really impossible and some are really ridiculous. So I went through her back and investigated about that so-called friends. I checked their facebook accounts and I found out that her friends are posers made by her. They don't really exist. I kept that to myself because I thought If I tell it to my other friends, they'll think I'll ruin the friendship or I'm saying bad things to ruin her so I decided to wait until one of them discovers it.
After a year, one of my other friends confronted me about that and told me that something's wrong about our friend. She also noticed that there's something wrong with her stories and how unbelievable they are, so I told her what I know. We ignored her, and after some days, she finally knew that we knew her secret, yet she still talks to her poser account friends. I read one and she told her poser friend this.
Quote:
You know me. I always say to the people I met that I have a disorder. They know it in the beginning. Why can't they accept me? If they can't accept me, I won't accept them either
Please answer me guys. Is it really possible for people with disorders know that they have one, and yet still make it worse?
I have many psychological disorders. I have schizophrenia, ADD, Social Anxiety Disorder, and post tramatic stress disorder. I know I have it and yes, there are times when I do know it but am declining mentally. It just means that I need to adjust my medication because I have probably grown a tolerance for one or more. It just takes time to find the right fit. So, yes I have a few mental disorders and yes I am aware of it even in the bad times.