Nothing But Codein
I am unfathomable even to myself.
Here today I reside in ethereal nothingness, surrounding me like the ocean vast.
God is my copilot, she is blue.
The Devil is my pride and wisdom, he is black.
Spices run through my blood cooling my heat and warming my ice.
Fire in my veins that bites and chews at my skin begging to get out.
Slit wrists and cut throats and nothing but cinnamon and peppermint escape into the night air.
Subtle orgasm of ice chills to the bone, free me.
I am perfect, unbroken, finally dead.
I am lost.
I wrote a poem inspired by yours, line for line.
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I cannot comprehend myself,
Or my existence; it's swallowing me whole.
Logic is my companion, she guides me.
Emotion is my vice, she loves me.
In the midst of tremors I find solidarity,
But I can hardly bear the misery.
I break away for but a moment,
And look to the approaching beacon.
It is the end of a cycle.
I am complete.