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- Posted: Thu, 21 Jan 2010 03:32:55 +0000
Shiva "Eve", Akasaka.
Mystify's singer.
Mystify's singer.
You and I are betting on words
You and I are wandering worlds
apart from each other joined at the heart
You and I escaping the earth
Tasting tears for all that it's worth
apart from each other joined by a thought
Can you believe me?
Still sitting pretty with a pistol in hand.
Living to love you will you be my man?
If I beg, if I plead would you please, please, please satisfy me?
You and I are wandering worlds
apart from each other joined at the heart
You and I escaping the earth
Tasting tears for all that it's worth
apart from each other joined by a thought
Can you believe me?
Still sitting pretty with a pistol in hand.
Living to love you will you be my man?
If I beg, if I plead would you please, please, please satisfy me?

Koichi and Akira probably didn't fully understand Shiva, it was pretty hard to fully understand anyone but Shiva was an especially difficult puzzle to get. He wasn't like Shuichi who was so energetic all the time or Ryuichi who had two separate yet equal sides. He was different, odd, he wasn't energetic like either of them, he was so relaxed that few people even realized that he could ever exert enough energy to go out and sing yet when he was on stage he had a presence that was unforgettable, not playful like Shuichi, not serious like Ryuichi, he was filled with an inner strength when he sang and a strong desire to ring out to everyone. He was such a conflicting person even Koichi who had known him for a long time and Akira who had also known him longer than most people sometimes didn't fully get him. He didn't mind, yet he sometimes knew the things they didn't understand. Like Akira and the tiny amount of insecurity that seemed to follow him around, he obviously didn't understand how well he played. It wasn't only that, Shiva wouldn't tell him that he was a member simply because he played well. He would tell him that it was because he completely Koichi and himself. When he hugged Akira he felt a little bit more of his heart fill in and warm up. He felt genuinely alive and that was because Akira was needed, he was completely a part of them, right now he was still so timid and afraid. Shiva knew that his hugs had been scary for the other at first but now the other understood, it felt warm to hug and to be a part of something larger. It felt so warm.
Shiva clung to the other as he thought his special thoughts.
"Oh...I'll keep you warm, then." He felt the other snuggle into him and he smiled in a goofy dreamy manner, he loved it when he was snuggled and hugged. He enjoyed it all so much that he almost didn't notice it when a heavier force placed itself on top of him. He almost didn't notice it.
Ah...it was Koichi, only he had that way of speaking so prettily and yet so lazily.
There was something oddly comforting about being sandwiched in between his two best friends, it created this safe and heated sensation that caused Shiva to simply close his eyes and make a small noise of approval. He felt wonderful, he almost wanted to sleep all over again just because he felt so cozy and warm. Of course the smell of cigarette smoke that lingered on Koichi made Shiva pout and shudder all at once, he didn't like the unhealthiness of the cigarettes yet at the same time Koichi really did look so cool whenever he smoked them and Shiva happened to like the smell. In his mind the smell equaled Koichi and it calmed him down when he smelled it. So while he wanted to scold the other all he really could do was make happy sounds and cuddle the two.
Shiva sadly wasn't really one to notice when he was crushing someone so he continued to practically maul to smaller boy with his snuggles and his cooing while Koichi stayed on his back, it was just how he was. If Shiva had it his way he would be snuggled at least one of the two male's twenty four seven. Shiva had grown up in an odd household, his mother and father had coddled him often, especially when ever he seemed to feel sick or sad. Their physical expression of love o him turned into his way of coping. He hugged Akira and Koichi all the time, partially because it helped him feel healthy and partially because it released his stress. At the mention of breakfast, Shiva felt his stomach speak to him and he groaned while nuzzling Akira's head with his cheek. He was fine with anyone buying breakfast and knew that Akira just wanted to e nice so he didn't argue it. He would pay for a meal next time. Shiva did blink at the comment and unsure blinked at his two friends. "I don't think we are light..." Shiva wasn't stupid he just took sarcasm at a slower pace than most. Once he realized it was probably their cue to not be on top of the other he shifted slightly, and then dragged Koichi over to the side of the bench where they could sit next to Akira. Shiva then smiled softly and sat down while pulling Koichi to sit down at well. He wasn't demanding, he just liked the warmth it all gave him.
Once he was safely seated next to Akira and once he was sure that Koichi was sitting down too, he started to wonder what they were stalking about. He was pretty sure he heard breakfast and he liked that idea since he was hungry and since his tummy was talking to him and that wasn't a good sign. He he also heard Akira talk about practice and he nodded, Koichi would know since Koichi was better at keeping track of those types of things. Shiva was terrible at memorizing anything at all. He tended to try hard and then forget everything a few moments after trying hard. At the same time the one thing he tried hard at and succeeded in was at singing and having Akira and Koichi with him as friends. It made him feel safe and sound and super duper cozy. Which was why he leaned in close to Akira and gave him a smooch on the cheek and why he leaned in close to Koichi before giving him a smooch on he cheek. It was cold and kisses warmed him up quite a bit, Shiva was the type who gave out kisses quite often even when they weren't necessarily appropriate. It was kind of funny to see him kissing his two band mates and then adorably snuggling on to them. He also wanted them to stay as close as possible since it was cold and he knew Akira was cold, it would be no good for Akira to feel cold and uncomfortable so Shiva in his own Shiva way was actually trying to warm up and help out Akira. It may have been odd but it was the whole truth.
You and I are traveling time
You and I a moon rockets climb
In tune with forever, never say never we're told
You and I are floating in space
You and I are waiting to make
the most of a moment alive in this silence so great
Anything goes in this cosmic dare
Anything goes so take care
Did you feel my heart beat to you lies? To your sighs?
Mon amour sweet love of mine
You and I a moon rockets climb
In tune with forever, never say never we're told
You and I are floating in space
You and I are waiting to make
the most of a moment alive in this silence so great
Anything goes in this cosmic dare
Anything goes so take care
Did you feel my heart beat to you lies? To your sighs?
Mon amour sweet love of mine













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