I watched the proverbial sunrise
Coming up over the Pacific and
You might think I'm losing my mind,
But I will shy away from the specifics...
'cause I don't want you to know where I am
'cause then you'll see my heart
In the saddest state it's ever been.
-Out of Class-Literature-Calculus-Biology-Lunch-World Religions-Gym-
Seung had barely finished eating his first Poptart on his walk to first period, when a familiar vice caught his ear, causing him to stop dead in his tracks, right in front of the door to the classroom. It was Copernicus, a frenemy of Seung, only because the other teen knew about Sang, a secret Seung did not want getting out. They had once been good friends, until Copernicus learned of Sang, and then everything went downhill from there. They remained friends for a good month or so until Copernicus decided that he would reveal Sang to the world, or at least the population of their high school, and most of all, reveal it to Seth, the one person Seung tried desperately to be normal around.
Anger bubbled in the pit of Seung’s stomach and quickly rose to his mind, blurring his vision and blocking all cohesive thoughts from his mind. Turning to face Copernicus, Seung almost lunged towards the other male, Seung just barely remaining in control of his body as not to do so. “I have had enough! I have had enough of your trivial mind games! I bet you could not even tell my secret if you wanted to! You are too devoted to your books and learning to bother with it!” Seung yelled before quickly turning around and heading into the classroom, not leaving any room for talk between the two. Sure, he would have to deal with Copernicus for Literature class, and a few others, but what did it matter? To Seung, it matter very little, because everything was going downhill in his life already, why not add ‘freak’ to the list?
Finding his seat, Seung quickly sat and finished his other Poptart, before beginning to pull what he would need for the class out of his backpack. He was still furious when the bell rang, signaling that students should head to class, and yet he could feel himself becoming more and more depressed, meaning that Sang was taking over and that he was going to have some issues getting through the school day unless things began to look up.
Pulling out his cell, he found that he had one text, from Timmy, talking about a pizza party. Even though Seung really loved pizza, he was not sure if he was going to go, much less, if he was going to homecoming, considering he did not have a date, and most likely would not get one by the end of the week.
To: Timmy
From: Seung
MSG: I may be there, depends on how I am feeling, I will try though.
Once he sent the message, which was rather late, he turned off his cell and placed it back into his backpack with a sigh. Nothing ever seemed to go write on nights when Seung did not sleep, and it was proving itself a trend, considering the way Copernicus messed with him. It also did not help that Seung could not always control Sang n the way that he wanted to, often resulting in flares of anger followed by depression.
OOC::Outfit in top picture, music will be in bottom icons.
Sorry for such a late reply!
-Track-Swimming-GSA-Drama Club-Band-
I talk to absolutely no one.
Couldn't keep to myself enough.
And the things bottled inside have finally begun
To create so much pressure that I'll soon blow up.
I heard the reverberating footsteps
Syncing up to the beating of my heart,
And I was positive that unless I got myself together,
I would watch me fall apart.