SpringTimeFox
Melasaurus
SpringTimeFox
The Great Heat Miser
SpringTimeFox
“A small bird or rodent left on the bed tells them, I care.”
You're choosing to be with these slimy people.
It is obviously something you don't want to remedy.
Why would she be able to have confidence in herself after years of abuse from various people? Why would she be able to say that she's capable of living by herself when people who've played large roles in her life have spent their time telling her the exact opposite? How does that make sense to you?
Because my whole life I've been living her situation.
Just recently, I've cut all ties with the slime balls who ruined my last twenty years.
Being that I was able to do it, I expect she can as well.
wasnt it hard losing your mom and dad though? ..
After being passed between the two for the majority of my life, after being beaten and choked, after being told I'm not good enough for the one mistake I made, after all the depression meds I had to take because of them?
I dropped my father when I was 11.
I cut complete contact with my father's side of the family earlier this year.
I still talk to my mother.
As for taking twenty years?
The first eighteen was mandatory, the nineteenth was spent almost homeless, and the early part of the twentieth was spent realizing I had to get away.
stare
i used to be on prozak and some days it would help if i was in an okay mood
but if i took it while sad it made me 10 times more depressed
i will never take those pills again confused
for me my mom is more of the problem instead of my dad
i am so sorry for what you had to go through...
causing any 1 mistake shouldnt put you in the hands of abuse.. no one should be abused confused
i think youre really strong for putting up with it for so long and then ending it completely
that takes pure bravery
thats something hard for me because i know my whole family will hate me because they dont see abuse as anything big
its hard to sit there and choose between :
1. get out forever and be happy+abuse free, but yet not have a family to celebrate holidays with or call if i need help..
or
2. stay and get abused some more physically and emotionally while digging deeper in depression.. but yet still having a family that cares enough to give me shelter and food
i always pick the 2nd because i dont want to go through life with no family..
