MisterJin
Seri Dreams
MisterJin
I hate Christmas because my plans were spoiled... which means I gotta go to that place I hate again and grin and bear it.
It means Christmas morning when I'd like to send greetings to my friends online, I am not even going to be 'allowed' on my own god-damn computer.
It means I gotta hold my tongue and not speak my mind, which I almost never do.
I'd be plenty happy if I could just spend it alone, however it comes off as an insult that I'd rather be alone than around my friend's irritating cow of a mother who's always looking at me as some unimpressive rapscallion child who'll never make anything of themself.
What I want isn't much... just to be able to have this lady lay off me, because I am an adult, and not her child. Who ********' cares if I am at her house? I should be allowed to be on my own computer as much as I freakin' want, because that is MY life and MY connection to the world.
What the hell? Seriously?
I am sorry for being rash earlier no seriously I am, seems like some b***h is making you this way.
Man that sucks, I want to seriously send you something, now I am not sure if you will get it or not.
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The address I sent you will ensure anything you send is safe. I have your address saved and will send you a home-made card with art @.@<3 -best I can do-
And yes, my friend's mom is really a control freak. I hate going there. I barely talk, I mostly just sit around and wait for time to pass until I can go home.
I was going to go to Colin's for Christmas, where I'd be less restricted, but there was a bit of an emergency and I can't get a ride down to Wisconsin now.
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Thanks Karuie, I'd like to feel the "magic of the season" but I am just really dreading Christmas break X(
@Yusuke: I suppose I can when I get some time.
Man I hope your hear next year, I know my mom wouldn't mind have you over for Thanksgiving or Christmas anything like that cuz your local or if you will be by then. Been talking to her about you alot lately, and I know she will be able to do things like that. I plan on talking to her more tonight.
You don't have to send me anything, you have a lot on your plate right now, I just want to make sure that any mail I send out will reach there. Which by the way, it is hard to shop for you xd unless I am not at the right stores now. Still need to go out shopping, if somehow it gets delayed I will have to do something hand made, or scavenge in them corner markets.
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