Trying to get this thread deleted.

[Hot temptations]

PetitEspoir

You see. You are not going to pull the trigger.
You would have done that by now, instead of posting a topic on Gaia to get people to give you attention.

True, true.

[Atomic After]

It's a waste of human life.

Yes, there is no point to life, other than to live. To kill yourself now take away the only perpose that you were ever created for.

The gods only give us so much time, in that time we live, we breed, we work, we pass on, and then our book closes. We cannot ask for anymore than that.

Don't kill yourself now, because you do not know if your life will change.
As someone who stood over the bridge and jumped, only to live, I know.
Things will get worse, then they will get better.
For every misery we endure, an equal share of happieness is recieved. Your time will come, just do not give up hope.

Sorry for rambling. I have only known you a short while, and already I enjoy your mind.
Stealing that from the world is a crime, and the death gods might just put you back for it.

[Red Phoenix48]

- xx petal drops

PetitEspoir

You see. You are not going to pull the trigger.
You would have done that by now, instead of posting a topic on Gaia to get people to give you attention.

True, true.

Because apparently i'm a selfish a*****e for wanting someone to acknowledge my mere existence, just once, in a non-negative fashion.

Yup.

Also, i hate it when people don't read the previous posts. Most of the posts i've seen so far tell me i'm a selfish p***k and that just by thinking this i'm a terrible person. Please stop.

[Nova-Eagle]

You want to know why you shouldn't pull that trigger? People will MISS you - your friends, family, people you've hurt and loved. Yes there are problems with this world, there is nothing you can do to change that and killing yourself won't suddenly right it. I've been there and it's not somewhere you want to be.

My best friend pulled the trigger and I couldn't save her and now I have to live with that for the rest of my life. The only thing I can do is make sure no one else does it otherwise that will be on my hands too and I don't even know you lol.

[Red Phoenix48]

Akira Nishimura

You want to know why you shouldn't pull that trigger? People will MISS you - your friends, family, people you've hurt and loved. Yes there are problems with this world, there is nothing you can do to change that and killing yourself won't suddenly right it. I've been there and it's not somewhere you want to be.

My best friend pulled the trigger and I couldn't save her and now I have to live with that for the rest of my life. The only thing I can do is make sure no one else does it otherwise that will be on my hands too and I don't even know you lol.

I spend every waking moment of my life alone, sitting, in a corner, staring at the wall, if i'm not doing work or on Gaia. Nobody remembers to feed me, i have to do it myself.

People have oft remarked that it would be easier for my family to support itself if i was dead.

[alucarddream2]

Red Phoenix48

- xx petal drops

PetitEspoir

You see. You are not going to pull the trigger.
You would have done that by now, instead of posting a topic on Gaia to get people to give you attention.

True, true.

Because apparently i'm a selfish a*****e for wanting someone to acknowledge my mere existence, just once, in a non-negative fashion.

Yup.

Also, i hate it when people don't read the previous posts. Most of the posts i've seen so far tell me i'm a selfish p***k and that just by thinking this i'm a terrible person. Please stop.

i acknowledge you and your current predicament so i should explain the rules. ok as per the unwritten agreement of LI if you are serious about this choice of yours you must first give me and Cpt Lonestar all of your items. part two of the agreement is after recieving your items I shall dedicate a memorial post on the LI for you. thanks for your business and I hope you don't go through with it but if you do you know the rules.

[kistune jasmine]

i think why you should not quit it because you have great things ahead of you, if you stop your life now youll regret it

[PetitEspoir]

Red Phoenix48

- xx petal drops

PetitEspoir

You see. You are not going to pull the trigger.
You would have done that by now, instead of posting a topic on Gaia to get people to give you attention.

True, true.

Because apparently i'm a selfish a*****e for wanting someone to acknowledge my mere existence, just once, in a non-negative fashion.

Yup.

Also, i hate it when people don't read the previous posts. Most of the posts i've seen so far tell me i'm a selfish p***k and that just by thinking this i'm a terrible person. Please stop.

I didn't say you you were a selfish asswhole or a selfish p***k. I said you wanted attention.
You knew the risks of posting on an internet forum, anyone could say anything. You chose to do it, if you don't like something you hear, either act upon it, or ignore it.

[Red Phoenix48]

alucarddream2

Red Phoenix48

- xx petal drops

PetitEspoir

You see. You are not going to pull the trigger.
You would have done that by now, instead of posting a topic on Gaia to get people to give you attention.

True, true.

Because apparently i'm a selfish a*****e for wanting someone to acknowledge my mere existence, just once, in a non-negative fashion.

Yup.

Also, i hate it when people don't read the previous posts. Most of the posts i've seen so far tell me i'm a selfish p***k and that just by thinking this i'm a terrible person. Please stop.

i acknowledge you and your current predicament so i should explain the rules. ok as per the unwritten agreement of LI if you are serious about this choice of yours you must first give me and Cpt Lonestar all of your items. part two of the agreement is after recieving your items I shall dedicate a memorial post on the LI for you. thanks for your business and I hope you don't go through with it but if you do you know the rules.

I know you, and i can tell you that's not true. I've memorized the LI rules. In fact, i'll go give my items to Nymphotastic and, oh, lets say Stalemate 666 instead of you. d**k.

[Red Phoenix48]

PetitEspoir

Red Phoenix48

- xx petal drops

PetitEspoir

You see. You are not going to pull the trigger.
You would have done that by now, instead of posting a topic on Gaia to get people to give you attention.

True, true.

Because apparently i'm a selfish a*****e for wanting someone to acknowledge my mere existence, just once, in a non-negative fashion.

Yup.

Also, i hate it when people don't read the previous posts. Most of the posts i've seen so far tell me i'm a selfish p***k and that just by thinking this i'm a terrible person. Please stop.

I didn't say you you were a selfish asswhole or a selfish p***k. I said you wanted attention.
You knew the risks of posting on an internet forum, anyone could say anything. You chose to do it, if you don't like something you hear, either act upon it, or ignore it.

Isn't it nice to have someone remember you exist?

Whether or not it's negative, somebody knows i'm here. Thanks.

[Nova-Eagle]

Red Phoenix48

I spend every waking moment of my life alone, sitting, in a corner, staring at the wall, if i'm not doing work or on Gaia. Nobody remembers to feed me, i have to do it myself.

People have oft remarked that it would be easier for my family to support itself if i was dead.

No one feeds you? As an adult (presuming you are one), I think you should be able to feed yourself. Everyone has to feed themselves. I have done so since I was SIX years old. And dude, seriously, get out of your room and go out into the wide world - go clubbing or to the bar. People say things they don't mean and you really should not listen to people who make such remarks.

[Hot temptations]

Red Phoenix48

PetitEspoir

Red Phoenix48

- xx petal drops

PetitEspoir

You see. You are not going to pull the trigger.
You would have done that by now, instead of posting a topic on Gaia to get people to give you attention.

True, true.

Because apparently i'm a selfish a*****e for wanting someone to acknowledge my mere existence, just once, in a non-negative fashion.

Yup.

Also, i hate it when people don't read the previous posts. Most of the posts i've seen so far tell me i'm a selfish p***k and that just by thinking this i'm a terrible person. Please stop.

I didn't say you you were a selfish asswhole or a selfish p***k. I said you wanted attention.
You knew the risks of posting on an internet forum, anyone could say anything. You chose to do it, if you don't like something you hear, either act upon it, or ignore it.

Isn't it nice to have someone remember you exist?

Whether or not it's negative, somebody knows i'm here. Thanks.

Pity is what it's called. 3nodding

[The Wyre]

I'm sure you have much to live for, even if you can't acknowledge it now. A self-defeatist attitude leaves you stuck in a corner, thinking about how much a failure you are when in reality, you probably really, really aren't. There's much hope for the future. It's up to you to get up and create that future, though.

[alucarddream2]

Red Phoenix48

alucarddream2

Red Phoenix48

- xx petal drops

PetitEspoir

You see. You are not going to pull the trigger.
You would have done that by now, instead of posting a topic on Gaia to get people to give you attention.

True, true.

Because apparently i'm a selfish a*****e for wanting someone to acknowledge my mere existence, just once, in a non-negative fashion.

Yup.

Also, i hate it when people don't read the previous posts. Most of the posts i've seen so far tell me i'm a selfish p***k and that just by thinking this i'm a terrible person. Please stop.

i acknowledge you and your current predicament so i should explain the rules. ok as per the unwritten agreement of LI if you are serious about this choice of yours you must first give me and Cpt Lonestar all of your items. part two of the agreement is after recieving your items I shall dedicate a memorial post on the LI for you. thanks for your business and I hope you don't go through with it but if you do you know the rules.

I know you, and i can tell you that's not true. I've memorized the LI rules. In fact, i'll go give my items to Nymphotastic and, oh, lets say Stalemate 666 instead of you. d**k.

so did you get any positive replies that made you change your mind yet? cause Im thinking that if this was a true problem the deed would have been done by now. hey I know Nympho both of them. never heard of stalemate. well enjoy life.

[june barcarole]

First off, these threads are NOT ALLOWED on the LI. And there's a good reason - it scares and upsets good, caring people who just want to help.

I've seen these threads plenty of times. OP asks for a reason not to kill himself. People generally tell him he's a selfish p***k. Then, there's some kind, lovely, well-meaning souls who type out heartfelt paragraphs on why OP shouldn't kill himself, say they'll talk to him if he wants, etc. etc. How do you reward these people?

Oh, by debating them and telling them "Oh well, THAT's not a good reason because of x" and just generally being ridiculously contrary.

I'll tell you what you want. You want someone to care enough to try and convince you, even through all your negativity, that you shouldn't kill yourself. You want people to ask about, and to actually CARE about, your life circumstances and your problems. You want to make it known what you go through day-to-day, and you want these things to be acknowledged.

Why do you have to accomplish this by scaring and upsetting people? Do you realize that there are people on this thread who actually DO care, and who would feel like they'd personally failed if you DID off yourself? It's not enough to hurt yourself, you just have to take everyone in sight down with you.

Here's a solution - delete this thread and start over. Instead of "I'm going to kill myself right now, try and stop me," make a new thread. Explain how you're feeling and why, and that you really need people to talk to. And when people take valuable time out of their lives to help you, shut up and LISTEN, and try to at least consider taking their advice.