Yes, i have a gun. Yes, it's pointed at my head.
The world is a pretty terrible place all by itself. There's murder, rape, genocide, theft, poverty and so much more.
Why bother living, i ask. Well, i can't see a reason. Nobody ever speaks to me, unless it's to insult me or warn me about another rock flying in my direction.
I'll live, bleed, then die. It doesn't matter what i do. I'll contribute nothing to society, and only put a drain on humanities resources. I can see no point n anything anymore.
As convoluted as this sounds so far, it's because i'm having a hard time finding things to say about this, in the right order. Thanks for at least trying to understand.
I'm unwanted, a mistake. Nobody needs me around. Nobody wants me to be alive. Mistakes should be erased and replaced with the correct answer.
I've tried everything. I've tried praying, I've tried answering things with rational response. I've tried working with other people. I've tried exercising. Nothing works.
Give me a reason to not pull this trigger.