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i leik riting	42.5%	[ 625 ]
*beats with a wet noodle*	57.5%	[ 844 ]
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[Chaos Incarnation]

calviness

oh dear... maybe you all are crazier than i thought....

lol

[Chemical Seduction]

calviness

oh dear... maybe you all are crazier than i thought....

And crazy's bad? mrgreen

[calviness]

no, no, not bad. But it's always good to be warned what you're dealing with... wink

[x_haphazard_x]

Can somebody please help me stop losing my mind? 111ers are assholes and won't listen to the bitchings/panickings of a 14 year old.

[Endrael]

What's up, hap?

[x_haphazard_x]

Endrael

What's up, hap?

Arg.

[calviness]

x_haphazard_x

Endrael

What's up, hap?

Arg.

so you've decided to give up writing and become a pirate. THis could be a good career decision for you... biggrin
I'll try to help if I can.

[Death Wears A Monocle]

calviness

x_haphazard_x

Endrael

What's up, hap?

Arg.

so you've decided to give up writing and become a pirate. THis could be a good career decision for you... biggrin
I'll try to help if I can.

I haven't decided to give up writing.

But if life eats me like it wants to do, then I won't be doing much writing, will I?

[calviness]

Death Wears A Monocle

calviness

x_haphazard_x

Endrael

What's up, hap?

Arg.

so you've decided to give up writing and become a pirate. THis could be a good career decision for you... biggrin
I'll try to help if I can.

I haven't decided to give up writing.

But if life eats me like it wants to do, then I won't be doing much writing, will I?

what's happening? should I go hunt you down in the 111?

[Death Wears A Monocle]

calviness

Death Wears A Monocle

calviness

x_haphazard_x

Endrael

What's up, hap?

Arg.

so you've decided to give up writing and become a pirate. THis could be a good career decision for you... biggrin
I'll try to help if I can.

I haven't decided to give up writing.

But if life eats me like it wants to do, then I won't be doing much writing, will I?

what's happening? should I go hunt you down in the 111?

NO PLEASE DON'T.

Anyway.

I am usually unbelieveably consistent with things. Schoolwork, writing, drawing, you could practically set a clock on me.

And now I can't do anything.

WHAT THE ********.

That, and, as usual, military wants my soul, red cross wants my blood, colleges want my money.

[calviness]

Death Wears A Monocle

NO PLEASE DON'T.

Anyway.

I am usually unbelieveably consistent with things. Schoolwork, writing, drawing, you could practically set a clock on me.

And now I can't do anything.

WHAT THE ********.

That, and, as usual, military wants my soul, red cross wants my blood, colleges want my money.

sorry, i did go look. You know what my favorite part is? That they all act like they are SO mature. As if they dont' whine whenever their favorite anime doesn't load on YouTube.

anyway, is there something (outside of you) that has changed recently? Other than the possible hormones xd
don't give the military your soul, it comes back tarnished.
go ahead and give the red cross your blood.
and I don't think there's anything you can do about the colleges. It's like death and taxes. inevitable.

[Death Wears A Monocle]

calviness

Death Wears A Monocle

NO PLEASE DON'T.

Anyway.

I am usually unbelieveably consistent with things. Schoolwork, writing, drawing, you could practically set a clock on me.

And now I can't do anything.

WHAT THE ********.

That, and, as usual, military wants my soul, red cross wants my blood, colleges want my money.

sorry, i did go look. You know what my favorite part is? That they all act like they are SO mature. As if they dont' whine whenever their favorite anime doesn't load on YouTube.

anyway, is there something (outside of you) that has changed recently? Other than the possible hormones xd
don't give the military your soul, it comes back tarnished.
go ahead and give the red cross your blood.
and I don't think there's anything you can do about the colleges. It's like death and taxes. inevitable.

I won't give the red cross my blood. At least not yet... not now... other than the fact that it's illegal... I have very good reason for keeping it. They just want it so bad. I know people need blood, but they're just going to have to do without mine.

I've been sick for a long time. Like, since the middle of December, maybe longer than that. But that can't be an excuse. School doesn't like that idea, and I don't like that idea. So that probably means that it's just me being lazy. Yeah, that's it.

[calviness]

Death Wears A Monocle

I won't give the red cross my blood. At least not yet... not now... other than the fact that it's illegal... I have very good reason for keeping it. They just want it so bad. I know people need blood, but they're just going to have to do without mine.

I've been sick for a long time. Like, since the middle of December, maybe longer than that. But that can't be an excuse. School doesn't like that idea, and I don't like that idea. So that probably means that it's just me being lazy. Yeah, that's it.

why is it illegal to give your blood? (sorry, I am big advocate... redface )

schools dont' know s**t. Chances are, the physical and the mental imbalance are due to something that is off. You probably have something (relationship, writing, changing classes, whatever, you're 14, everything is a stressor) that is freaking you out. If you label it as lazy, then you label the emotional/physical/mental recouperation process as a bad thing. Sometimes there is a lot more good in taking a break than in forcing the issue.

[Death Wears A Monocle]

calviness

Death Wears A Monocle

I won't give the red cross my blood. At least not yet... not now... other than the fact that it's illegal... I have very good reason for keeping it. They just want it so bad. I know people need blood, but they're just going to have to do without mine.

I've been sick for a long time. Like, since the middle of December, maybe longer than that. But that can't be an excuse. School doesn't like that idea, and I don't like that idea. So that probably means that it's just me being lazy. Yeah, that's it.

why is it illegal to give your blood? (sorry, I am big advocate... redface )

schools dont' know s**t. Chances are, the physical and the mental imbalance are due to something that is off. You probably have something (relationship, writing, changing classes, whatever, you're 14, everything is a stressor) that is freaking you out. If you label it as lazy, then you label the emotional/physical/mental recouperation process as a bad thing. Sometimes there is a lot more good in taking a break than in forcing the issue.

Well, reasons why me giving blood is illegal is because I'm underage and you're not supposed give blood when you're sick, are you?

And it would generally not be a good idea otherwise because I don't like passing out.

This "recouperation" thing is taking entirely way too long. I really can't let my grades slip this far. EVERYTHING has been freaking me out. And I need to get things done. And there's the possibility that I have mono, which would explain a lot, but I don't get tested for that unless the antibiotics don't work by Tuesday, and I have the feeling that they're working because everything is draining down the back of my throat, which probably means that it's out of my ears.

I mean, I was out of school this Thursday. That makes it four times this quarter.

[Endrael]

calviness

Death Wears A Monocle

I won't give the red cross my blood. At least not yet... not now... other than the fact that it's illegal... I have very good reason for keeping it. They just want it so bad. I know people need blood, but they're just going to have to do without mine.

I've been sick for a long time. Like, since the middle of December, maybe longer than that. But that can't be an excuse. School doesn't like that idea, and I don't like that idea. So that probably means that it's just me being lazy. Yeah, that's it.

why is it illegal to give your blood? (sorry, I am big advocate... redface )

schools dont' know s**t. Chances are, the physical and the mental imbalance are due to something that is off. You probably have something (relationship, writing, changing classes, whatever, you're 14, everything is a stressor) that is freaking you out. If you label it as lazy, then you label the emotional/physical/mental recouperation process as a bad thing. Sometimes there is a lot more good in taking a break than in forcing the issue.

What else might work (and I had to do this myself, when I got out of hs, although it's biting me in the a** now whee ), is take a sabbatical. I've come to believe that everyone should do that at least once, to find themselves and figure out where they're going and what they want to do. The only problem is that US society/culture (what little of it there is) doesn't even recognize those two things as something necessary to mental/emotional health/stability, so that's going to be a major hurdle.

While you may not be able to get out of doing your school work (or at least most of it), you can drop out of other activities outside of that that are distracting or confusing you, so you can give yourself some time to do some reading and thinking.