"In Her Eyes"
[Verse1]
Living her whole life;imprisoned in her own mind
Kristy was depressed; with a face of a gold mine
But never shined; spent her time
Going nuts; Throwing up;
Porcelain hugging; always running
People saying
so what
She's a freak; leave her be; she wears a 16
In her jeans; literally; OMG; kill me
Besides she's like always withdrawn
She's an emo-slitting weirdo
Who gets beat from her mom
But no excuses; she ain't getting pity from me
Cause she's an ugly anti-pretty slut taking my seats
She's scum on Earth; God should of forgotten her birth
There's no defined entry to describe my words
But in her mind is worse; it's underlined with hurt
That blackens the summertime when the sun rises fourth
She closes her eyes, but only finds the voice
The noise; the laughter that cuts her in half; she has no choice
She's gotta vomit; she can't stop it
She's hawking up her stomach contents
Fifteen minutes past and it's getting all monotonous
It turns jet-black and no one's responding
Her vitals turn suicidal; do yall have a conscience
But her heart starts to beat; with blood all on the seat
She thanks God with a cough and starts to speak
This white-light ain't right, somebody save me
I could of died tonight, look what they all gave me
[Verse2]
But the recovery road; isn't up in her dome
She's dating boys crazy; and she's runnin' from home
Her boy's make their do-re-mi from selling the stones
But her attention is froze when there's a mention of hope
Kristy just wants to be free; she wants to see things
She wants to be the princess and fill in the ring
That gapes but can't; cos she's attached to her man
Cause he pays the bills and her belly starts to expand
And then nine months BAM; her whole life just spans
She's gotta Mommy mind; the future's Little Sam
But diapers and food stamps aren't compatible
So she uses soup cupboard cans as baby rattles
But it don't matter; Kristy can't take it
So she takes a razor blade and just doesn't fake it
Blood gushes and spurts; cellphone's in her purse
Nothing could be worse; Little Sam's in his crib crying
But all you can hear is that moment of silence
And...