LIFE IS A b***h WHEN SOMEONE MUST DIE!
WITH IN ONE LIFE TIME I CAN FIND SO MANY PEOPLE WHO CARE ABOUT ME, BUT I CAN NEVER FIND SOMEONE WHO I CAN FALL IN LOVE WITH THAT CAN LOVE ME BACK.
I UNDERSTAND EVERYONE, BUT NOONE CAN UNDERSTAND ME! I AM NOT DESPRET, BUT I AM ALONE.
MY MOM IS VERY SICK, SICK TO THE POINT WHERE SHE MIGHT DIE. I DONT THINK OF HER AS DIEING, I THINK OF HER AS A FIGHTER AND SHE WILL SURVIVE.I WANT HERE TO LIVE LONG ENOUGH TO SEE ME GO ON WITH MY SCHOOLING, I WANT HER TO BE ABLE TO SEE HER GRAND KIDS TOO. THERE IS NOTHING I CAN DO TO GET RID OF WHAT SHE HAS, ALL I CAN DO IS PRAY SOMEONE CAN.
I KNOW THIS IS A NEVER ENDING STORY OF SADNESS, BUT I DONT CRY... WELL I TRY NOT TO, I LAUGH WHEN YOU LAUGH, I CRY WHEN YOU CRY, I WILL DIE THE DAY YOU DIE.
MY LIFE IS AMUSING TO OTHERS, AS THEY HAVE NO LIFE THEMSELFS. I SHAKE AND SHIVER WHEN IM ABOUT TO BREAK DOWN, ONLY SOME FRIENDS OF MINE KNOW HOW TO KEEP ME FROM BREAKING DOWN AND LOSEING MY MIND.
AS I SIT AND LOOK AT EVERYONE AROUND ME I TRY TO FIND OUT WHAT THEY ARE ALL ABOUT. NOONE CAN FIND WHAT I AM ALL ABOUT BECAUSE THEY LOOK RIGHT THROUGH ME LIKE IM NOT EVEN THERE. I WANT SOMEONE TO TALK TO ME AND ASK ME WHAT IS WRONG, I WANT PEOPLE TO AT LEAST TRY TO GET TO KNOW WHO I REALLY AM INSIDE. I
IN ONE LIFE TIME YOU CAN FIND ONE PERSON TO REALLY FALL IN LOVE WITH. SOME PEOPLE JUST DONT SEE THAT, BUT I CANT BECAUSE SOMETHING ALWAYS GOES WRONG.
