Queen Of Kinqs
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- Posted: Fri, 12 Dec 2014 19:39:00 +0000
this song was also part of the inspiration
There is a certain kind of emptiness that I can't explain. I've lived my life alone but it never felt that way. There are moments where I've fallen on myself but I had you to thank for lifting me up. Sitting in the kitchen, the dishes lay to waste. It's been at least two weeks and I sit here in this kitchen never touching a thing. It's the hope that I'll maybe see you walk through the door again and complain about the dishes and the laundry on the floor. It's the hope that you'll smile when I give you my excuse for not doing these chores that you have always begged me to. There is a certain kind of sadness that I can't explain, or maybe I don't want to. I've taken down the mirrors and I won't use the bathroom up stairs, I can't, I won't. I don't want to see myself alone. There is a certain kind of loneliness that I can't explain. I've lived my life alone but it never felt this way. I've never been religious but every day I pray for yesterday. There is a certain kind of lost that I can't explain. I can't find my way in life any more but i know I've found an end. It's a door I haven't opened but I think it's about time I do. I just hope you're there to greet me.
There's a certain kind of relief that I never thought existed. It's a relief I'll embrace with open arms.
I've Missed you so much.
There is a certain kind of emptiness that I can't explain. I've lived my life alone but it never felt that way. There are moments where I've fallen on myself but I had you to thank for lifting me up. Sitting in the kitchen, the dishes lay to waste. It's been at least two weeks and I sit here in this kitchen never touching a thing. It's the hope that I'll maybe see you walk through the door again and complain about the dishes and the laundry on the floor. It's the hope that you'll smile when I give you my excuse for not doing these chores that you have always begged me to. There is a certain kind of sadness that I can't explain, or maybe I don't want to. I've taken down the mirrors and I won't use the bathroom up stairs, I can't, I won't. I don't want to see myself alone. There is a certain kind of loneliness that I can't explain. I've lived my life alone but it never felt this way. I've never been religious but every day I pray for yesterday. There is a certain kind of lost that I can't explain. I can't find my way in life any more but i know I've found an end. It's a door I haven't opened but I think it's about time I do. I just hope you're there to greet me.
There's a certain kind of relief that I never thought existed. It's a relief I'll embrace with open arms.
I've Missed you so much.