Momentum

[Suigintou-Usagi]

Momentum

~~Poem~~

Blue Moment

The last miracle to me was to love you...

There is a season where people a longing to be with each other once more...
Now that moment of the year has come...
Some with coldness...
Some with warmth....

I remember nothing about the past...
With no knowledge about the world...
I was too young to understand...
Just walking past everything...
No one to hang on too...
No one to laugh too...

What excuse would I make?
When this wave of pain was cause by me?

I'm freezing alone in the white snow...
Even to this night...
My last courage was to love you...

I'm so stupid...
I keep thinking to myself...
Walking threw the passage time...
I throught they would forgive me...

The rushing feeling I held within me...
Was spilled down into million of pieces...

Until that day my hand reached the cold white snow...
My last corage was to love you...

I'm freezing alone in the white snow...
Even to this night...I'm crying....
My last courage was to love you...

My love for you will last forever...

The first miracle to me...
Was the day I meet you...

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~~Charaters Of The Story~~

The 9 Rozen Maiden
Father
Ayumi Hamasaki

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~~Intro~~

As the white snow fell from the street a young girl stood outside, waiting for the one she loves to return, as she waited the snow started to fall more faster and stronger....

The girl had no place to hide or go, as the feeling she had was unforgiveable, as tears fell down her eyes as it roll down her cheek.
The snow slowly over the girls body as she started to feel numb... she couldn't keep her eyes open no more, as she slowly started to fall into a deep long sleep.

The next morning the hold city found out about the girl's death, as the news wrote this, " a young girl around the age of 23 was standing within the snow waiting for almost 24 hours and 6minutes in hoping to see the one she loves, the person who never appear, was never seen to the witness who saw the girl waiting.

If those who seen her lover, please contact us, since we're sure the girl would like to forgive her lover." that was all written in large black ink.

The young man who read this letter started to cry, as he puts the newspaper down... if it wasn't for his family, she wouldn't have die... tears roll down his eyes, as he cover his face with his hands, crying out the tears of his lost lover.

[Suigintou-Usagi]

————————Chapter 1: M

The young man who lost his lover 100yrs ago, goes back to the church that was once a promise he made to her...
Within the church everything didn't seem to change, as he walked down the side line of the walk way, threw his mind...he could see images of her sitting there smiling towards him, as she held his hand close.

He grips his hand tightly, as tears started to fall from his eyes, as he started to remember her words on what she said about her dream, these words was repeating threw his mind, as he started to feel the bitter sorrow of her lose.

'Snow

The joy that we once believe...
Please never forget the dream...

The last miracle to me was to love you...
Kiss me softly within this cold winter...
Let it snow...once more..
So we can meet...again...

The season has came once again...
People longing to be with each other...
Once again the time has pass by...
Filled with dreams...
Fillded with hopes...
Now that moment of the year has come...

I remember nothing about the past...
With no knowledge about the world...
I was too young to understand...

Believe in yourself, and the hopes...
Dream will over come your fear..
As the snow falls down...
I trust you as much as ever...
Never let the promise break a part...

What excuse would I make?
When this wave of pain was cause by me?

I'm freezing alone in the white snow...
Even to this night...
My last courage was to love you...

The joy that we once believe...
Please never forget the promise...

People has their own choice..
Believe in those you love...
Dream can never break..
If you believe...
Let this snow fall...
I still believe in you...
If you believe...
Never lose fate...
If you believe...
Let this snow fall...down...

Running away from the moment of the past...
The door to the past close softly...

Watching you run to a new bright future...
I smile softly...within the sunlight...
I believe you if you still see...

If you believe...
Let this snow fall...

The joy that we once believe...
Please never forget the promise...

The tears that once cover our eyes...
Can be forgotten...
If you still believe...
Let this snow fall...

If you still believe me...

You can still hear the melody within the wind...

What excuse would I make?
When this wave of pain was cause by me?

The joy that we once believe...
Please never forget the dream...

People has their own choice..
If they still believe....
Dream can never break..
If you believe...
Let this snow fall...

I still believe in you...
If you believe...
Never lose fate...
If you believe...
Let this snow fall...down...

The joy that we once believe...
Please never forget the dream...

I'm freezing alone in the white snow...
Even to this night...I'm crying....
My last courage was to love you...

My love for you will last forever...

The joy that we once believe...
I keep thinking to myself...
Please never forget the dream...
Walking threw the passage time...
I still believe in you...
I throught they would forgive me...
The joy that we once believe...
Never forget the dream...
Even to this night...I'm crying....
I still believe in you... ' was repeating quitely within his mind as he could see the sorrow within the girl's life, tears started to fall down his cheek as he thought about it.
For a second there he thought he saw the girl's image who was sitting near the back seat of the church praying to mother maria.
He sighs softly, as he started to leave the church... as a door open for him to go threw...

[Suigintou-Usagi]

————————Chapter 2: Sunflower

As time when by the young man started to do something else that he thought would clean his sins, and that was making dolls that could come to life, a doll who has the life of a human, he wished to make these dolls to find the true meaning of happiness, althought he pay no attention to his past life.

All he wished was to see those who was happy with his creations and that was all, as he made them he could feel the sad bitterness within his mind, as he started to make these dolls.

He sighs softly, as he put the uncompeleted doll onto the shelf, as he walked away, he looked at the other compeleted dolls who was still asleep...he sat down quitely as he started to cry...
These tears was filled with bitter sorrow, as he looked at the photo that was black and white, it was the picture of the girl he loved...

The way she die was so sad so lonely... he couldn't forgive himself, as he picked up the photo staring into it, he could remember the happy warm smile she had for him during summer, and the warm love he had for him during winter...
But her sudden leave was just a sad shocking heart break to him, as he puts her photo down... he could bearly go on thinking about her, as he looked out the window.

Roses bloom quitely outside his garden, as he sigh softly over the sadness he had within his heart.

Far from the young man's shoulder a young girl was sitting there watching him quitely, althought he couldn't see her,she could understand the feeling her had within his mind.

Her sudden leave was just a shock for him, as she sigh quitely.... she looked at her pocket watch quitely, as it was almost winter, once winter come, she could come back to life once and tell him what happen back then.

She sigh softly, as she stare at the young man and the dolls he made, which was all asleep... she would show them with the fun life of hope, althought she wasn't sure how this was going to happen.

All she could do was sigh and leave the timing she was in now.

[Suigintou-Usagi]

————————Chapter 3: Snow

As the year has passed, the city and the world the young man once lived in changed, everything around him was different.
Instead of candle lights within the street lamp, everything was placed with light buds and power.
Many things has changed for the young man's home town, outside the street a metal made wall wrote a sad love story.

' Long long ago, within this street there was once a couple who loved each other very much, because the young man's father was a business men, he wouldn't allow his son to love a girl who was true to him.

The girl's name was called snow, she was born during winter, so that was one of the reason why her name was named after a cold season, during this cold season, she would be the only girl who would enjoy this moment.

One winter day, the girl was busy lighting every candle around her, as she welcome people to join her in a wonderful song singing, as people started to join her, she would give them gold coins in hoping they could buy food and clothing for their family, as it was christmas.

The young man watched, as he was suprise on how kind the girl was, he walked up to her and asked her name.
"whats your name, young lady?" he asked as he held her hand.
the young girl smile as she looked at him. "my name is Snow, I was born during the year of winter, so I really thank you for asking me" She said softly, as she gave another family a piece of gold.

As time when by the couple laughed and enjoyed each others lifestyle, as time grew the girl started to fall in love with the young man, she when to talk to her mother and father who was the 4 season gurdains of the 4 seasons.
The girl wanted to give up her life as the season guradains, as she talked to her father and mother, about the young man she meet not very long ago, during the last winter, which was 1yr ago.

"my daughter, if you give up your life as a guradain of the cold winter, you will become nothing more but a normal human..." her father said quitely, as he was the guradain of summer...
Her mother who was the guradain was Spring, didn't agree on this relationship as well, as she looked down on her own daughter's relationship.

Snow sighs softly as she understood the choice she had to make, she took off her necklance which protected her body and soul as the guradain of the cold winter and puts it down right in front of her mother and father.
"if this is the only way for me to find my true happiness, i hope you would forgive me on the choice i make....i will become human, and live with him." She said softly, as she started to walk out of her places.

She walked into a room where a rare fire burned, a fire that would never burn out, as it was the life of all gods and goddess.
Snow stood in front of the fire, as she spoke her name.
"i am the daughter of all winter and snows, i would like to give up my powers in order to become a normal human girl." She said as the fire burn and sparked around her.

"if you choose to become human, you will have to give up your power on who you where born to live, your life will be nothing more but a normal human who will age and die." The fire said, as the flame burn with anger.

Snow stood there without thinking, as she understand the pain and choice she had to go threw, she looked back at the flame with eyes of hope.
"then i will give you all my powers that controls the cold season of winter..." She said softly, as she begin to sing her song.

"Eternal Snow

How long has it been since I fell in love with you?
The feeling I had was never notice, as it grows...
Did you notice?
Even thought I told you...

Quitely I let it snow...
Allowing it to continue to pile up..

Hold me tight, is what I would think...
Didn't want you to know...
How does it feel to fall in love?
I love you...tears won't even stop..
So from now on I will be free from this...

How long has it been for me not to think of you?
Sad sighs makes the window glass fill with fogs..

Even a burning candle...
Can never melt away the pain in my heart...

Hold me tight...just once even if it breaks me..
Within this cold air, I know we won't meet...
I won't feel cold..even if we don't meet...
I miss you...even if I think of you...
The scarf I made for you...
I'll hold it...all alone tonight..

Eternally the snow is falling still..
The feeling I once had for you...I can't hide it..

Hold me tight, is what I would think...
Didn't want you to know...
How does it feel to fall in love?
I love you...theres pain in my chest...
Crying within the winter night sky...
I just want to see you...

"hold me tight"

"I love you..." " She sang strongly, as tears fell down the girls cheek, without warning the flame burn in anger, as the flame threw around her, it slowly took away the life that was within Snow's body, as she started to feel weak and cold.
She falls onto her hands and knee, as the flame begins to talk to her, "you are now nothing more but a normal human girl who will die from illness and sickness..." It said as it talked no more, Snow got up slowly, as she started to walk back towards the street, where she met her lover.

The young man who didn't know Snow was a guradain of the cold winter season, he asked his father if he would mind him bring back the girl he loved, his father and mother was suprised that their son was in love.
They told him they wouldn't mind at all, as they allowed him to be with the person he choosed.

The young man was so happy, he ran back towards the street where he always see the young girl, and there she was standing there waiting for him.
Snow smiles softly, as she walked up to wards the young man, as she held out her hand for him to hold.
The young man ran up to her as he started to tell her the good news.
"my mother and father would like to meet you, would you come with me?" he asked as he held her hand, Snow smile softly, as she nods her head and answers him back. "of course i would like to meet your family.." She said as they both took off.

Snow and the young man arrived back at his mansion, as his family and other workers was there to greet them, Snow was so happy to find the one she loved, as she walked out of his carrage, she looked up towards his mother and father, as she bow towards them.

The first image that came towards the young mans father and mother, was the girl skin was too pure white and her eyes was too shiny like the stars above the dark night sky.
They didn't bother greeting her, as the young man's staff member greeted her only, as they told her she was beautiful.
But towards the young man's mother and fathers eye, she wasn't human.

Snow didn't know how to answer them, as they started to ask her when she was born, and how old she was.
She looked down quitely.
"i was born during the year of the cold winters, because my mother and father liked that season, they name me after the first snowfall..." she said softly, as she try to explain her name and her birth.

The young man was suprised on her well behaved the young girl was, as he looked at her softly with happiness.
But towards the young man's mother and father, she must have been a witch or a demon who was sent from hell. " as the guest read the story they could hear the same song beening sang, as a girl who was like the story stood there singing.

[Suigintou-Usagi]

————————Chapter 4: Snow's goodbye

As the guest read the story, they could see the girl that was from the story wall standing right in front of them singing, but she wasn't looking back up at them, the smile she had around her face was claim and warm, as she kept on singing.

They all when back on reading the story, as tears started to fall from the readers eyes.

" Not long after the meeting, the young mans father and mother gave their best wishes to them both, when they held their song wanted to marry her.
"wish you the best wishes on your marriage, and the most wonderful dreams you could ever have." they both said, as they looked down on snow.

Snow wasn't sure if their blessing was true from the heart or not, as she started to feel this sharp pain pinning into her heart.
After dinner, they started to send her home, where she was raised, but towards their suprise, she was not born as a human, as she was brought up as the guradain of the cold winter.

That night, the father and mother of the young man started to talk towards him as they started ask him question.
"son, did you know the girl you brought back didn't look human at all, her skin and eyes looks too perfect to be a normal human girl." both of them started to tell him what horrblie things would happen to him if he married the girl.
But the truth was, those kind of bad lucks would never happen, since she was only the guradain of the four season, and all these lies really hurted the young man, as he started to feel crushed.

Winter came at last, as the young man and girl met up again, this time the girl looked more beautiful than ever, as she stood next towards him, as she held his hand closely, the young man didn't believe the words his mother and father said, as he held her close.
"your not a demon or a witch are you Snow?" he asked quitely, as he held her close towards his warm body, at the same time Snow looked up at him, as she shook her head..."i am the guradain of the four season, i am the final season guradain of winter... I am Snow.." She whispers softly, as snow started to fall over them..

The young man smile, as he hear the truth that was told from Snow herself, but for what they didn't know the young man's mother and father had sent spys to look out for their son, as they said Snow was nothing more but a demon and witch who came from hell.
This wasn't true, as they both know who she really was, and why she was here... Snow made a choice to explain her reason to his family, as they where about to take off going back to his mansion to talk to his mother and father on who she was.

The spys appear in time, as they pushed Snow away from her lover, as they aim their swords at her, her eyes wilden in shock, as she wonder what was happening, as the spys started to say she was nothing more but a demon and a witch who came to curse their hold family, she was heart broken, as tears roll down her eyes.
"i'm not a witch, i'm Snow the guradain of the four season, i am the guradain of the final season winter... please believe me.." she said, as she held out the ring of the four season, which was proof... but the spys thought she was going to curse them as they pushed her away and stab her arm without warning.

Snow backed away in pain, as she started to bleed, tears ran down her eyes, as she looked at the young man, the young man who was grabed by the spys was now screaming, as he try to explain she wasn't a witch.
Snow slowly stood up as she ran away, as she held onto her wound.
Her mother and father appear right in front of her, as the held out their hands for her, as they sigh on the sad life she was having.

"are you willing to come back to the places with us now, my dear daughter?" they both asked, as they helped her up.
Snow sigh softly, as she agree on return back to the place, but they both know she wouldn't live long, since she was no longer human.

Snow sat quitely, within her bedroom as the other fairys and helpers heal her, because she was now human, their magic wouldn't work compeletely, as they sigh and looked at her.
"you could have been more happy if you where a normal guradain of the four season." they all said, as they walked out of her room sighing.

Snow walked towards the window quitely, as she started to think about the young man who she loved.
At the same time the young man who loved her looked outside his own bedroom window, as he started to think about Snow herself.
It was a painful moment for them both, as he was locked and banned from seeing anyone else, but the girls his mother and father chose for him to meet and date, but all the girls he saw was either selfish and unkind, or just asking for his money, as he started to reject them one by one.

The young man rejected the girls his mother and father brought home one by one, as he started to dislike the fact he was nothing more but a toy towards their eyes, but towards his father and mothers eyes, he was nothing more but their son, who they where trying to find happiness for.

Snow sat quitely within her bedroom day after day, month after month, as she spend most of her time singing and helping her brother on brand new magics.
Althought she was no longer a guradain, she still had the power to help her family in season problems and other problems that came to their hand.
Everynight people could hear her singing sad love songs, as tears roll down her eyes.

"Rain Of The Faling Rose

Walking into this church....
Bells starts to ring...
Looking up into the sky...
Rose petal of rain...
Falling as if it was water...
Walking along in this place..
It reminds me of you...
This feeling was suppose to be warm..
Instead...your still my No.1...
I love you....

Butterfly starts to fly in freedom...
I start to twist and turn in this world...
Rain of red petal of roses falls on me...
The emotions of the darkness burns...
I wish to love you...
Your white skin shines in the night...

Memories makes me cry...
Set me free...
I hear your heart beating...
The rain starts to cover me...
I fall to my knees...

Praying to be loved...
I lose my mind over you...

Butterflies should fly in freedom...
The night sky shines over our wings..
Dreams of red starts to burn...
Flames of our heart...

Poem...
I remember the night when you lefted...
Thurders was hitting on us...
Breaking me up...
I will fly in freedom...

Butterfly with red wings..
Flying over the bright night sky...
Moonlight shines over us...
Rain of red petals of roses falls...

Lets turn from this world of coldness..
To another world of love..
Lets fly in freedom...
I'm cover by the petals of the red roses...

Tears starts to fall over love...
I knew...it hurts...
Till now...my heart beats...
For you lets lock our love together...

Let the butterflies fly in freedom... " Snow sang quitely, as tears roll down her eyes, her mother and father was hurt on what they saw, as they made the choice to go back down to earth to see the young man's mother and father.

Snow's mother and father when to meet the young man's mother and father, as they thought it was a good idea to make a deal for them both, but sad enough they didn't know this would cause them such misunderstanding.

"what do you mean our son has the right to love your daughter, just because she was born as a witch and demon, doesn't mean she has the right to make the choice on her own." the young man's mother screamed, as she pointed their fingers at Snow's mother and father.

Both of then sigh softly, as they stood up..." once again we're the guradains of the four seasons, we're just trying to make their life more simple, by giving them a simple wish, and that is marriage, thats all.." they both said, as they started to prove their powers, as they made the fallen empty garden grow with fruts and flowers, that could only be seen during summer and spring.

The young man's mother and father couldn't believe their eyes as they sad the same thing towards Snow's mother and father.
"your nothing more but a demon and witch who came from hell, we will kill you all if you don't leave now.." they both screamed, as they chased Snow's mother and father out of their mansion.

Both guradains was very upset with the word, the young man's mother said, as they deside to give him a gift.
"your son will live on forever, until he understands the true meaning of love, from then on he will see the change of life itself. " they said, as they disappear back into their places.

The young man was suprised on what Snow's mother and father said, as they disappear from their mansion, he sigh softly. as he walked back into his bedroom, when he got back into his bedroom he could see a letter that was written by Snow herself.

"Dear Rozen,
it's almost winter, and i would like to see you near the church that is next towards the old book store, lets run away together and never return to this place, where sadness and anger never lives.
Lets go to a place where no one knows us, or the past we used to have.
We'll start a new life together...

Snow. " Althought the letter was short, it had it's meaning, as the young man sigh and looked out of his bedroom door, it was guraded and protected by his mother and father's warriors.
He sigh softly, as he thought of way to escape.

Winter finally came, as he took in a deep breath, he packed up most of his clothing and jewels so he could sell them for money when they where out of golf coins.
But what he didn't know, his mother and father was ready for this day to come, as they made more warriors to gurad his bedroom door.

Snow desides to get herself dressed that night, as she got herself ready to meet her lover who would run away with her.
Her mother and father only blessed her one more time, as she started to walk out of the places which was her last time to stay.
They sigh quitely, as they wished her happiness, that night the weather was colder and stronger than normal, as the girl stood outside the church door, which had a lamp pose next to it.

She kept on warming her hand, as she waited for her lover to appear, but he was no where in sigh, as she wonder where he was.
At the same moment the young man who made his promise to run away with Snow, was caught back into the mansion, as the wairriors said their deepest sorry towards him, his mother and father sigh as they looked down at him.
"why couldn't you listen to us just once, that girl is nothing more a demon and a witch, who will curse you to death, they screamed at him, as the young man knew this was all a lie, his mother and father had made.

The weather outside the cold street started to get worse as Snow stood there shivering and huffing...she was out of breath, as she waited... she watched, as people started to close their doors and windows as the cold snow started to fall over them.

This was the first time she felt so cold in her life, as she never flet this kind of wearther back then when she was in her guradain form.
At the same moment, the young man was locked in his bedroom as he screamed at his family on why he couldn't see her, as he bang on the door.
The snow started to fall more and more faster as it cover Snow's feet, she sigh softly wondering when the young man would appear, the wind blew more and more, as she started to feel numb...

"will he appear to run away with me?" she asked herself quitely, as she started to wonder, as she started to see illustion of her child hood.
She was the only child who would run away from her brother and sisters as she try tto use her powers for fun, she smiles softly, as she started to lose her stand, she falls to the ground...
She felt cold as her body shiver threw the coldness, at the same moment the young man felt a shape pain within his heart, as he begs his mother and father to let him out.
Both of them sigh softly, as they open the young mans bedroom. "we'll let you see her in the morning..." they said as they locked his room again and walks away.

Snow felt numb slowly, as her body started to lose it's feeling, as she looked up towards the stars, it was shining more and more, she opens her cold lips, as she try to say these words...
" Happy ending would been simple to see...
But sadness hits them, as tears pours downs their eyes..
A candle starts to burn out.. " She said quitely, as she started to close her eyes and fall into a deep sleep.

The next morning the mother and father of the young man, allow him to see her, as they watched him run out of the mansion.
Just when the young man arrived, he could hear the news of Snows death, he fell to his knees as he begins to cry. " As the story end there, the people sigh softly as the wonder why these couples couldn't be together, as they notice a beautiful young man in blond hair walked up towards the church with a bunch of white lillies as he stood outside the church door.

Rozen looked at the place where Snow was waiting for him, he sighs quitely, as she looked down...
9 dolls stood behind him, as they stood next towards their owners and friends, as they sigh on their fathers sad love life.

Snow notice the young man who standing next to the church, she suddenly notice it was the man she loved...
She walked towards Rozen as he slowly turn around, he felt this warm familar feeling as he slowly turn around.
Snow lets out a soft tear, as she slowly disappear before he could see her, as her time was up, all the winter candle that was lighted was blown out.
Rozen stood there quitely, as he looked up towards the sky with his daughters... all of them knew their mother would be watching them from the stars above..

Before Snow disappear comepeletely, she wanted to say these words was... "i love you...." as she held out her hand and disappears.

[Draugwen]

Omg! Michi!

It's so sad and beautiful! Thought you did constantly mis-spell Guardian. 3nodding

But I like the plot. Really sad and... just sooo sad! crying

[Cumuffinz]

hey its meeeeee biggrin