Alone for the Holidays

[Ev-chan]

heart I loved him....he broke my heart and shattered my soul. My name is Ev, and for purposes I will change the name of the man who broke me. I am 17, he is also. Both born in May, near the same day. His name was Elirh, and he was my best friend since I came up to this old, small, quiet town. He was one of the only people who ever made me feel safe and special. He didn't care that I was a pet-type or that I had separation issues and needed attention, he protected and care for me. He treated me like a woman, a sweet and sensitive person. Elirh loved me, or so I thought. We were in Chorus together, he broke up with me during the concert and left me alone. I feel horrible that I wasn't good enough for him. I sang my heart out, and cried later that night. I wonder if I will ever find love? My best friend Dakota (name not changed, he is great) is a constant support, and he is my brother in arms. I will never give up. I always hope for love. Maybe I will find it on Gaia...

[snowmanlover]

I'm not quite sure if this is a story you want us to critique or a spontaneous post for sympathy. You get neither from me.