You wanted me to stay strong.
You wanted me to live life.
But when I wanted you to soar
You tore off the wings
ripped them to shreds
and stomped on the dream
that someday you could fly.
After you died, you left a void
A big black hole that sucks in all those unwary
all those weak enough to be pulled in
You pulled me into your void.
The hole that you once patched up
has been ripped apart
broken and tattered
I'll never feel the same again
You wanted me to be happy
why did you do this to yourself
The void is now stronger, violent
it wants to consume me
and all those who once loved you
Did you realize you would wound us so bad
did you want us to feel your hurt
or did you even think of us
Were we a sidestep in your plot?
Background characters just being used up?
Did you ever once think about us?
This void is eating me alive.
The void you created for us all to live with
is consuming everything.
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Why did no one say
when did this pain ever say
when did screams die away
they found your body lonesome and bloody
they found your body empty and blue
the eyes belonged to no one
the hands lifeless and cold
you took your life for a cause so deep
you wanted us to suffer
to make ends meet
we all needed to see
what no one could say
no one could have saved you
some chose to walk away
if we could ever replace our actions
many of us would
never would the words of hate spill
never would arguments ruin us too
but you couldnt see through
we couldnt ever see the real you
your happiness was gone and all thats left
was your struggles and demons and vices that kept
no matter the day no matter the time
pain was the one thing you could find
in this world the word love is often scoffed
many fear saying it many brush it off
you need to say i love you and you need to say theres hope
never keep words of affection to yourself
many are too late to say these words
after the one truth in life comes
and words will fall on deaf ears
-- stand up, speak out, and tell an adult if someone is hinting about suicide, never keep it to yourself--
RIP BEAR
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