Dolor's Poetry Log

[DoIor]

Toxicity

I'm falling, falling,
Down into the chemical reactor.
My atoms rearrange and split,
Until I disperse into nothingness.

How wonderful it would be to sleep,
To be a part of those acidic waters.

But I wake, oh, I wake to the lonely
Bedroom, where mama yells,
And daddy works and works to pay
The bills, and nothing is right
And everything is wrong, wrong, wrong.

I'm falling, falling,
Down to the barren ground.
My mind is breaking and shattering,
And dulls, buzzing with nothingness.

And now here I am, writing, wanting
For better days, wishing the loneliness
Would disappear. My heart and mind is
Dulled with agony. Make it go away!

I'm falling, falling,
Into the depths of my own mind.
The darkness is engulfing me.
Soon I'll disappear.

I am fading, fading.
Fading away.

[DoIor]

My wooden limbs
can bear no more.
I'm rotting down
To my core.
My strings are being
Pulled too tight.
I am falling away
From the light.

Puppeteer, show me love!
This is a solemn plea.
Don't hold me down and stab me through!
I'm in pain, you see?

My heart strings snap
And I crumble.
I try to walk
And fumble, stumble.

Life is cold and life is cruel.
Don't be a puppet.
Don't be a tool.