I noticed several issues in your work but three issues seemed to jump out at me. The first is the most obvious, the way you structured your poem. I find using the paragraph form is tough in poetry because sometimes it turns into "a wall of text," it's harder to control the rhythm because I feel enjambment(which is basically
how lines
are put on the
the syntax
and how it
differs
from end stopping
where.
punctuation is.
used at,
the end.
of a line.
is basically taken out. The way you have used punctuation creates halts in the paragraph, they are disruptive in this case and stresses the already overwhelming melodrama tone your lines have. I think you shouldn't use so many unnecessary punctuation in this work. That combined with the next issue, the lack of visual imagery. Aside from a few lines like:
Parisu-Kun
roses in winter only to have your soul shredded by the thorns.
there really is no imagery. I think you focus on creating images through the use of figurative language(metaphor, simile, personification...) with poetic devices(imagery, fusing different senses together like "a loud smell", allusion, alliteration...). My best advice is to first read poetry, if you don't, you'll probably never get anywhere even as a hobby. One of the easiest ways I found to generate imagery is comparing and contrasting what you are saying to something else like instead of:
I saw a squirrel.
A flash of squirrel fur passes
like ballistic bullet.
See what I mean?
In general keep trying, keep reading, keep churning out poems and let them be brutally critiqued.