Sliding into the vehicles back seat with Rae. "Look I know you are in pain. If you would have died I would have never forgive myself for letting you run off like that after her. I would have gone nuts. You realize I still love you right?" Rubbing his head he felt sorta stupid for having his little romance moment there. "I'm sorry but its the truth and something else when I saw Clareese it reminded me of Sarah, my dead wife, she looks and acts exactly like her. And honestly I want you to know the only reason I married her is because I thought I'd never see you again. I feel stupid for it but honestly, and because I thought you would have some type of massive problem because I 'died' and then hello long time no see ya know? It killed me that I had to go through that with you. I never wanted that to happen. Unfortunately, as you know it was protocol because it was a last minute thing." Looking around feeling stupid over admitting some stuff he should have never admitted. "You realize though my heart has always belonged to you and that will never change. It killed me losing you the first time, I can't allow that to happen again. I would die." Kissing her softly he sat there to wait to see what her reaction would be to the revelation.