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stuff here meehh ////: this sucks▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬ x x
I'M FINALLY CODING THIS THINGIF YOU TAKE A LIFE DO YOU KNOW WHAT YOU’LL GIVE
really ******** long spacer here goddamnit i hate doing this ughgdhfjgjdksnfjfjasdfafdsaODDS ARE YOU WON'T LIKE WHAT IT IS xxx ODDS ARE YOU WON'T LIKE WHAT IT IS xxx ODDS ARE YOU WON'T LIKE WHAT IT IS

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                                                  LOLCODING; monsieur sushi stuff GRAPHICS; SiLENT xx m a s q u e stuff INSPIRATION; lots of gay things. yep.
                                                  Wow it's not like this took 5ever or anything. BUT WELCOME TO STRAIN! Can you believe that
                                                  Sushi and I actually got something done? Plus it's all nice and shiny. Basically, this got born
                                                  over winter break due to a lot of gay things like the K anime. Mostly just out of the gay that
                                                  Sushi and I come up with HAHAHA - but yeah we're really happy and we're happy that people
                                                  were so interested in this too! And it's pretty great that we got full in two days like what is wrong
                                                  with you people how??? Thaaaat's enough rambling from Silvie. HI. THIS IS STRAIN. It's full of
                                                  gay bounty hunters; I sincerely hope you weren't looking for anything very meaningful here.

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I'M FINALLY CODING THIS THING ♕ x ♕ x ♕ ▬▬▬ ♔. OOC xxx ♔. IC
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                                          xx THE ODDS WILL BETRAY YOU
                                          SUSHILOLL Y O U x C A N ' T x D E N Y x T H E x P R I Z E x I T x M A Y x N E V E R x F U L F I L L x Y O U

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                                          007 IT LONGS TO KILL YOU X X ARE YOU WILLING TO DIE skyfall ↴↴
                                          CASINO ROYALE IS GREAT MOVIE LOL YOU ALL SHOULD WATCH IT SOMETIMETHE COLDEST BLOOD RUNS THROUGH MY VEINS

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                                          xx THE ODDS WILL BETRAY YOU
                                          SUSHILOLL Y O U x C A N ' T x D E N Y x T H E x P R I Z E x I T x M A Y x N E V E R x F U L F I L L x Y O U

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                                          007 IT LONGS TO KILL YOU X X ARE YOU WILLING TO DIE skyfall ↴↴
                                          CASINO ROYALE IS GREAT MOVIE LOL YOU ALL SHOULD WATCH IT SOMETIMETHE COLDEST BLOOD RUNS THROUGH MY VEINS

                                          SILVIE'S RULES ARE THE ONES WITHOUT PROPER CAPITALIZATION FFFF--

                                          007 - x 1ST DECREE
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                                          lol G A I A x T O S x G A I A x T O S x G A I A x T O S x G A I A x T O S x G A I A x T O S x G A I A x T O S

                                                      SELF - EXPLANATORY OK.
                                                      DO I REALLY NEED TO EXPLAIN MYSELF.
                                                      I MEAN COME ON NOW.


                                          007 - x 2ND DECREE
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                                          lol D E D I C A T I O N x D E D I C A T I O N x D E D I C A T I O N x D E D I C A T I O N x D E D I C A T I O N

                                                      NOT GONNA LIE BUT Sushi has flaked out of RPs before and disappeared for 39487920 years. Sometimes things just don't work out and that's fine, but a little warning beforehand would be nice.
                                                      We want to see you active in the OOC. Just drop by to say HI or how a spider landed on your face while you were sleeping or something. Random stories like that tend to spark huge conversations which will keep this RP alive.
                                                      Try to post at least once a week. And this isn't per person. We'd be happy with ONE POST PER WEEK. Seriously. That's not hard. If you can't think of what to post, then you should ask us. We know how irritating writer's block is.


                                          007 - x 3RD DECREE
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                                          lol L I T E R A C Y x L I T E R A C Y x L I T E R A C Y x L I T E R A C Y x L I T E R A C Y x L I T E R A C Y

                                                      We're all lazy here so don't expect us to read a post that's more than 2000 words. In fact, keep it below 1.5k if you can. Sushi might not care, but Silvie has a burning hatred for extremely long posts.
                                                      NO MINIMUM. Just avoid one-liners. I mean, come on. At least make it two sentences PFFF--
                                                      WE'RE ALL DECENT WRITERS HERE SO HONESTLY I DON'T SEE THE POINT OF TALKING ABOUT SPELLING / GRAMMAR.
                                                      i don't care how /much/ you can write. i care about how /well/ you can do it.
                                                      i really will scream at you for long posts, okay. like, ban you from posting as your character until you get it under control.


                                          007 - x 4TH DECREE
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                                          lol C H A R A C T E R S x P L O T T I N G x C H A R A C T E R S x P L O T T I N G x C H A R A C T E R S

                                                      You've all made your own characters and we've already approved it so . . . you all know not to make gary stus and all that nasty s**t.
                                                      CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT IS AWESOME. SO PLOT WITH EVERYONE. Yeah sometimes it's hard to plot w/ a certain character because of reasons but there's 8 of us here that you can plot with.
                                                      please, go ******** WILD with your plotting. if you come up with character relations we weren't expecting or you just surprise us in general with where you take the plot, brownie points to you!
                                                      that said, we do kind of need to know /something/ about your mission.
                                                      which, surprise, you will be planning on your own. if you need help, ask me or sushi and we'll help you get the ball rolling!


                                          007 - x 5TH DECREE
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                                          lol N P C S x N P C S x N P C S x N P C S x N P C S x N P C S x N P C S x N P C S x N P C S x N P C S x N P C S

                                                      npcs do not need to be guys, okay? they /do/ have to be strains, though.
                                                      npcs will have to be run by me and sushi so we know what'll be up with the mission and so we can go through the npc with you should s/he need fixing.
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                                          xx THE ODDS WILL BETRAY YOU
                                          SUSHILOLL Y O U x C A N ' T x D E N Y x T H E x P R I Z E x I T x M A Y x N E V E R x F U L F I L L x Y O U

                                          ┄┄┄┄┄┄┄┄┄┄┄┄┄┄┄┄┄┄┄┄┄┄┄┄┄┄┄┄┄┄┄┄┄┄┄┄┄┄┄┄┄┄┄┄┄┄┄┄┄┄┄┄
                                          007 IT LONGS TO KILL YOU X X ARE YOU WILLING TO DIE skyfall ↴↴
                                          CASINO ROYALE IS GREAT MOVIE LOL YOU ALL SHOULD WATCH IT SOMETIMETHE COLDEST BLOOD RUNS THROUGH MY VEINS

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                                                                    xx INCOMING TRANSMISSION
                                                                    ACCEPTING SIGNAL FROM THE DIRECTOR . . . ↻ ↻ ↻

                                                                        GOOD MORNING ~ This is the Director once again informing you all that the King
                                                                        wants me to start handing out the newest mission files! How exciting ~ Hold on,
                                                                        you're asking me what those are. . . ? Oh, well, you're supposed to know them by
                                                                        now! I'm talking about THE CROWN'S TOP WANTED LIST for all of you lovely
                                                                        hunters who didn't listen to my previous transmissions. But before I can actually
                                                                        start giving out the dossiers, I have a small mini - mission just to change things up
                                                                        a little. I WANT ALL OF YOU TO FIND ME WITHIN THE TOWER. You have
                                                                        approximately TWO HOURS before it results in a mission failure. As usual, failure
                                                                        to complete this will result in a credit deduction of 1OO,OO and I'll just have to
                                                                        postpone the first mission until later. HAPPY HUNTING and try not to burn the
                                                                        Tower down, thank you.
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                                                                                LEAVE ME OUT W⇣TH THE WASTE . ❖ ❜
                                                                                falseGIVE MY GUN AWAY WHEN ITS LOADEDfalseIS THAT ALRIGHT, YEAH?
                                                                                falsefalse▒▒▒▒▒ if you don't *⇣shoot!
                                                                                false was here having sex i mean whatHOW AM I SUPPOSED TO HOLD ITi mean whatfalse♔`
                                                                                falseISTHAT² ♔⊰ALRIGHT ━WITH:YOU
                                                                                kill yerself false i mean itIS THAT ALRIGHT WITH YOU?false mangNO...
                                                                                It is hard to really look at you when it is obvious you live a lie. Why constantly struggle over a life you have no control over? Not the important things, not the things that you need - your control is limited to stuff you eat, wear, people you meet. But what if you do not want to be born? What if you do not want to die? What if you do not want to be wed to someone you hate or be abandoned by someone you love? Why do you constantly struggle and struggle and struggle in life, when in the end, your reward is death? This man is showing you mercy when he kills you, for then at least your suffering will end quicker, at least your struggles will cease sooner and you can rest in eternal peace, away from the curse of life. Why do you struggle, he wonders, why do you hold life in such high esteem? Perhaps the only reason why he envies your death, gives you such a gift, is because he is hoping for the sweet slumber of death as well.

                                                                                Razul closed his eyes and let his head lay back in his chair, his hair falling in strands over his eyelids as he sighed, for again he had not slept. Sleep had become a man and constantly ran away from him, afraid to be captured, and it would be all too soon before this bounty hunter would mesh reality and dream together. But did he care? No, he never cared for much, for what was there to care for? The answer always presented itself as clear as day, and that answer was simple – nothing. Although…

                                                                                Reopening his eyes, the pale boy looked down to his desk, where papers and books were scattered about, opened to random pages. But that was not his primal interest, no, he was on another train of thought and it was this – there was one thing he cared for, no matter how fleeting it was, and it was Aeon. Razul’s lips instantly twisted into a scowl as he shut his books hastily, trying to forget that thought. He was smart enough to know it was pointless to love - … to, care for – someone so obviously dense and obsessed with someone else. But Razul could not help it, in fact even when he rested his forehead in his palm and sighed, he could not rid himself of those feelings as easily as he would have liked.

                                                                                These feelings were probably just the result of someone actually looking to him without disgust, without hate, but with genuine happiness. There had many times where this boy had thought of taking advantage of Aeon, but he could never bring himself to do so. He had come to look forward to those days where that other boy would stray into his room, at a loss for words, reaching out his hand so Razul would know why he suffered. They had a comfortable silence amongst the encasing of books, the smell of ink and must, and the dim light from a small window illuminating the room. Razul was the only one who could understand, the only one who Aeon could come to, however…

                                                                                The bounty hunter hit the desk hard with his fist, books falling to the ground with a few repeated thumps. It was always, always about Valerion, whether Razul liked it or not. It was always that man that Razul couldn’t compare to, couldn’t amount to, and couldn’t be. No matter how much this boy sought after Aeon, it would be a miracle if he even had a suspicion of Razul liking him, much less loving him. And for a while Razul thought he would be content with just that, just seeing that precious smile knowing that he put it there, that he made someone happy – but it was growing harder, oh so much harder. He was after all, a disgusting being, it hurt to see Aeon so happy over someone else – someone that didn’t even really care about him. He could treat him so much better, understand him so much better, why not him? Why not him!?

                                                                                Laughing at his pitiful self, Razul stood, looking to the door expecting someone to come. Silas, Aeon, he didn’t really care anymore – he just couldn’t be alone anymore. It suffocated him, this loneliness, but the more he had company, the more he couldn’t be content with being alone and that thought scared him. What scare him? Not even death scared him, and yet being dependant on others seemed to scare him. How pitiful could he be? Razul couldn’t stop laughing at himself no matter how much he tried. He just found his behavior to be so pathetic.

                                                                                That’s right. He wasn’t some lovesick boy, he knew better. He knew he would always be alone. And as a sneer pulled across his lips, he let out a last chuckle, for who was there to hear him? Who was there to care? No one. And that was how he always wanted it to be. “Isn’t that right, Razul?

                                                                                But that wasn't the worst part, no, there was something else that consumed his thoughts, consumed them more then the simple thought of Aaron - Eley. Another fist collided with the desk, and more books tumbled to the ground. Gritting his teeth, he hung his head, tired, beaten. He had never felt so conflicted before, against two people. He knew Eley was bad, especially after being with Aeon enough, except he couldnt help it. He couldn't help a lot of things, and when he thought of the man his chest ached, and when he thought of the other one he wanted to cry. They were both obsessed over the same person, the same bane of his existence, Valerion -- and he couldn't do anything about it. Except maybe, killing him --

                                                                                The transmission took away his thoughts of murder and set them on another task, a mission, a mission he would have to suffer along with his idiot of a partner. Razul closed his eyes. He knew, deep down, he could probably do these missions alone. He didn't need a partner. Looking at his hands, he opened and closed them mindlessly as he sighed once again. When did he have so many secrets he couldn't tell? If only he had someone that could understand him too, like he to Aeon, but that was a selfish thought. A pointless selfish thought that made him put his face into his hands, exasperated.

                                                                                Everything would be so much easier if he could just be alone, if he could just not feel at all. All those years ago when they gave him a choice, he should have chosen death. All he had wanted was death anyway, so why did he wish to live? So he could kill without mercy, without restraint? Did something inside of him still cling onto the threads of life desperately? Razul couldn't help but laugh at himself again, because everything was just some stupid joke. He was human, and he hated himself for it.

                                                                                Pursing his lips, he shut his emotions off and let his face cool to nothing as he searched underneath piles of books for his cellphone to call his partner. This was something stupid that M would do. It was like he was reduced to a kid again, trying to play hide and seek. It was a pointless activity that he would have rather done when he was in a better mood - oh wait, what better mood? M's warning about burning down the tower seemed rather inviting at this point.

                                                                                Picking up his phone, he scrolled down to a familiar name and paused as his fingers almost pressed send. He didn't want to talk to that damned boy, but he didn't have a choice. He was put in a partnership for a reason. Watching as his hand shook from his hesitation, he reluctantly pressed send, where he heard someone pick up on the other line. "I'm sure you got the transmission, idiot. I have no time to explain if you didn't, since you're such a failure at life. We'll meet at the tower alright? If you're even a few minutes late I'll kill you. You're easily replaceable anyway." Satisfied, Razul ended the call before his partner could even answer, shoving his hands into his pockets as he left the comfort of his room. Looking back through the doorway, he looked to where he sat with a sense of longing -- a sense of yearning. There he could remember two men laughing as if they were happy, as if it were just them in the world.

                                                                                But that wasn't true at all.

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