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[Hopeless_Knight]

I thought I was a friend
You knew I was here to the bitter end
But now your gone
I dont know what was so wrong
That I wasnt able to help

Once you left
Nothing was in my way
And then you went
I told them all
This was my final day

Like a final flame
Like the end of a sick and twisted game
It's our minds
That makes us so damn blind
Yet we cant see
We all still can grieve
Im sorry if I dont try
so sorry that i cry
and im sorry when i sigh
Truly sorry when I lie
Gonna be sorry when I die

Cause your dead
But your voice fills my head
And I cant stand it anymore
Theres nothing here
Theres only my fear
Ive got nothing worth living for
So you run and hide
And you lied
When you cried
And when you died
It led to my chain suicide

"Chain Suicide"
by Knightblazer
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My heart bleak with dispair
My shadows are empty
I looked behind
But no one was there

I stared at the edge of life
I knew better but reached for the knife
It takes just one slit
Look down to the ground I will soon hit

I looked in the mirror
But I didnt see me
I only saw the shadows
Which are forever empty
Just like my soul
Forever stuck in my hole
Friend or Foe
I just dont know
All I see
Is my emtpy shadow

I couldnt find
Got lost in my mind
And in time
Punished without commiting a crime
Locked up inside
No one can help me
They have all tried
Give up already
Im so alone
Never gonna make it on my own
Just pause
For I am a lost cause

I looked in the mirror
But I didnt see me
I only saw the shadows
Which are forever empty
Just like my soul
Forever stuck in my hole
Friend or Foe
I just dont know
All I see
Is my emtpy shadow

In the end
ive got nothing
Not a friend
Who can do something
I look at me
Just like my soul
Just like my shadows
Forever empty

I looked in the mirror
But I didnt see me
I only saw the shadows
Which are forever empty
Just like my soul
Forever stuck in my hole
Friend or Foe
I just dont know
All I see
Is my emtpy shadow

"Empty Shadows"
by Knightblazer
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I sit and lie
Wishing that I could die
Then a voice tells me
What I cant see
I hate my life
Reach for the knife
Cut by cut
My life I will shut
Screaming silently in my head
Voices tell me I'm better off dead
Screaming silently in my mind
Answers I cant seem to find
Please tell me what am I looking for
I feel as if someone else is keeping score
Help me find what I've lost
I'll find it at any cost
I'll reach deep inside
To find what I seem to hide
What can I do?
I look at me and I ask who
I ask who am I?
I realize I don't know
I sit here and sigh
And there's nothing left to show
Screaming silently in my head
Voices tell me I'm better off dead
Screaming silently in my mind
Answers I cant seem to find
They are calling
My life is falling

~Screaming Silently~
Author: Knightblazer


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[Saku Tatsuya -san]

This should actually go in the writer's forum.

[Pooppoopdedoop45]

Yeah, it really should go in the writers forum. Its really good though. Keep writing! smile