Little Rachael
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- Posted: Thu, 10 Feb 2005 03:35:14 +0000
Now, before I get yelled at, I'm not promoting suicide. But I had a dream last night that I met Hellen Keller, and I began to wonder if she thought I was nice, when she couldn't see or hear the way I was acting or the way I looked at her, or the emotion in my voice, but only my words.
In my dream, I told my mom to kill me if I ever lost my sense of sight and hearing. She said "Okay." But now that I'm conscious, I know I could probably find some way to kill myself. I don't know if I would or not. I do know I'd be very dependent on touch, though...I would probably need to have someone with me at all times so I would know I wasn't alone.
But that's really the only thing, or something worse, that would make me want to commit suicide. I used to think I would commit suicide if I was raped, but now I don't think I would.
EDIT: Also, do you think suicide is ever morally acceptable? I think it's wrong in any case, unless somehow you would save someone else's life by killing yourself, but I don't think God will send you to Hell for it, especially if you're as confused and miserable as most people who kill themselves are.
In my dream, I told my mom to kill me if I ever lost my sense of sight and hearing. She said "Okay." But now that I'm conscious, I know I could probably find some way to kill myself. I don't know if I would or not. I do know I'd be very dependent on touch, though...I would probably need to have someone with me at all times so I would know I wasn't alone.
But that's really the only thing, or something worse, that would make me want to commit suicide. I used to think I would commit suicide if I was raped, but now I don't think I would.
EDIT: Also, do you think suicide is ever morally acceptable? I think it's wrong in any case, unless somehow you would save someone else's life by killing yourself, but I don't think God will send you to Hell for it, especially if you're as confused and miserable as most people who kill themselves are.