xAbbyMcx
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- Posted: Wed, 19 Feb 2014 20:28:36 +0000
Whether you went from a Christian to a Muslim, a Buddhist to a Hindu, or a Jew to a Pagan... Even if you went from an atheist to a believer or a believer to an atheist, it still counts! Why did you change religion? How old were you? Did it affect your family in any way or did it not matter? I'd really like to know all of your stories. So I will tell you mine first. I've changed twice in my life. I'm still quite young, so who knows, I could change again, but at this stage I'm really just experimenting to see what really works for me. First, I was a Christian. Well, looking back now, I don't know if I ever REALLY was a Christian. I was raised as a Catholic, had a catholic family, went to a catholic school, and all that. But I never really, REALLY believed with all my heart. I hated having to pray at school, and I hated going to church. I know that most really young children do, but I questioned everything about my religion. It actually took a surprisingly long time, it wasn't until I was 9 or maybe 10 that I decided: This is not for me. I don't believe in God, and I don't like this religion. So, I became an atheist. For a few years I lived not believing in any deity or religion whatsoever, I practically worshiped science instead. That was my first change. It was ok for a while, but eventually I started to feel empty. Science could answer the questions that I had. But it couldn't satisfy my soul. Then, a year or so ago I was at the beach, relaxing in a sand dune, listening to the sound of the ocean while feeling the soft, silky sand beneath my skin, and the day was absolutely gorgeous. Now this sounds like the most cliche thing in the world, but I honestly think I had a revelation that day. Something changed in me, or more specifically I feel like something was awakened in my soul. Since then, I've been a Pagan. It took a while to switch over, but it happened gradually and naturally. I wasn't really sure what I believed in at first (hell, I'm still not really sure.) but I always knew that I felt a deep connection with nature. Forests, the ocean, and the moon. The moon is...special to me. You know, maybe I won't be a pagan for life. I'm still young, my mind is still growing and developing every single day, and my ideas constantly changing. But I won't worry about the future just yet. What happens, will happen, but for now, I know that paganism is the best for me at this point in my life.
So, please share your own stories if you have ever changed religions in your life!
So, please share your own stories if you have ever changed religions in your life!