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I started to dislike it when I was told I wasn't allowed to find my own love and be able to explore my body. I then became increasingly upset over how hipocorsy (sp?) plays a role in the religion.
I feel like I want to stab them all. I honestly don't know what to do with myself.
I also believe in the ideals of supernatural that spirits and demons are real.
I have a deep desire to explore other religions and see what I might like. I feel a looming darkness inside of me when I say "I don't believe in Jesus." For so long I have told myself that it is wrong to even think that out of fear I have a nice little place in hell for what I chose. I don't want to become one of those Atheists or just stupid people that get overly angry when Christians do stupid s**t. I really want to, but I have no knowledge to really back myself up at all.
Anyone have any advice for me in my religious explorations?
1. No honest true man or woman can truly like other christians since all are liars.. To so much as bend the truth takes it out of context making it a lie by default. So you are not alone.. Most are just holy on sunday and Monday-Saturday do thier dirt.
2. Well duh.. when your being taught to remove yourself from the sickening desires of men and woman but are surrounded by them daily you get angry.. and challenge the faith at its core..meaning GOD.
3. They are.. as mentioned in the good book. and I have had personal experience with such things it is not to be undermined or overexagerated.. These entities are not to be played with. Or dabbled in.. So cross witch-craft off your list...
4. I recommend you be honest with yourself and put (Christian wannabe) As I am. Because I believe on Christ.. Use your heart/common sense/ and soul searching to find the truth in the bible.. since some if it may have been changed.. because some of it seems changed.. use the commandments and you will be fine.. That means be Honest in all things you do. No stealing all forms of evil are set aside.. This means you will be hated by nearly everyone else because you wont fit in on any front.. If you explore sexuality make sure its with opposite sex.. bi isnt the answer.. you can look at your own crotch and guess what you should be doing its self explanitory which is why you are that in the physical. When you are ready to keep another.. Marry.. It creates a bond you will never regret having as long as you and your chosen are true..
I'm always sorry to hear some christians scaring off a future disciple.. Travel slowly and safely dear friend. God will always love you and awaits your return to the once ways.
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