Kain Odium
A terrible event it is, but there is only one thing wrong here. You're all bitching and moaning over his death. Now, if I was Shishio (which I am not of course,) I would be pissed to see people doing something like this. Yeah, yeah. This is expected from the emotionless Kain, but suck it up bitches. You've all got your own lives to live, and I'm pretty sure the guy would want you all to move on.
As Fader said, we shall move on. But things like this take time to recover from, for me at least. He was my friend. The loss of a friend is always a difficult thing to absorb.
Kain Odium
I quarreled with the man constantly. Frankly, this doesn't even phase me. You know why? He hasn't changed my life, and he never will. Now, we could all do greater things in life than clinging to the past like insignificant fools. (Yeah, I know my words are heartless. You know what? I don't care.)
Whether it phases you or not, it does phase other people. I'm not trying to cling to the past as much as I am trying to catch a grip on the present. Gaia changes just a little bit with each person that comes and goes, and the way Shishio 'left' will take some time for me to recover from.
And, you know what? I don't care if your words are heartless, either. It doesn't change what happened, and it doesn't change my reaction to it. Your reaction is your own, and my reaction is my own. It's that simple.