Zen Blood of forever Love
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- Posted: Sat, 23 Feb 2008 21:26:09 +0000
My mom is really paranoid, and she HATES people from the internet. And I have an internet boyfriend. I've known him for about a year now. He's really nice. But my mom only thinks the worst of internet people. She thinks they're all rapists! She doesn't realise how nice this guy is. If my mom finds out I'm doing this, she'll take me off the computer untill I move out (which is in like 5-6 years!!!!!!!!)!!!!!!!!!!!! So I have to worry every day, every hour, every minute, every seccond that she might somehow find out. And lately Gaia has been spamming my mom's computer with images! What if it shows an image of my bf? Not to mention it could have saved one of me and his messages!!!!!!!! What can I do?!?!? But I also have to worry about my school life, and the people who not just mentally, but phisically hurt me. And I need to keep up with my work so I don't get held back. And to top if off, I used to have the computer at least once an hour every day, when Gaia spammed my mom's laptop, she said I couldn't play games on the computer any more. and her computer is the only one I use. The only other time I can use a computer is when I go to my grandma's house. And I go there ONCE a week. That means I can see my boyfriend ONCE a week. This is all so stresssfull crying crying crying crying crying .........
What's the point of living if you are as misserable as crap?
What's the point of living if you are as misserable as crap?