I always hope that I'll know when I'm getting close to dying, so that I can personally destroy some things in my house in the chance that a relative stumbles across it after I'm gone. I've got a friend who said he'll take care of it, but I still want time to make sure nothing is missed.
Death: Not something I am afraid of. It's something I don't have controle over. I do hope I die peacfuly. Unless I'm dying in an epic battle for human life >biggrin then I wanna go out in a amazing way.
Dying alone: When I think about it its kinda sad and depressing. Yet when you think about it you're not gonna Die the exact same time as your partner/spouse so yea...kinda no choice.
Life: I don't really know. Life is confusing and I guess "life is what you make it"