Upperclass Hero
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Upperclass Hero
I was upset before, so of course I brought it up, what was I supposed to do, just ignore it and pretend like I was ok. I was supposed to comfort her and tell her everything was alright even though she shat on my heart? If you can do that, then I commend you...I, on the other hand, could not and did not fake what I was feeling just to comfort her.
I asked her questions, especially "Why" and "Do you like him?" and "How can you ******** someone you don't even like?" I've never attacked her for what she did, I just let her know how upset and disappointed I was.
Her feeling bad about what she did falls about 90% on her and 10% on me...The fact that she kissed another guy early in our relationship and hid it from me for 6 months (She'd talk to this guy on the phone in front of me, might I add) probably adds more to her feeling defensive than I do. She's ******** me over so bad in the past that's she feels like she doesn't deserve me. She used to even say that she wished I would do something bad so that we can be even.
I don't hold either one of these instances over her head, I just let my feelings be known...but I'm the bad guy, lol. I guess I'll bottle up my emotions and just explode on her one day.
This isn't as prevalent as it seems, though. Although she does get defensive from time to time, we don't get upset with each other.
Yes, it is your fault. Honestly, you're blaming the victim right now. You should have ignored it, because she has no committment to you and did not deserve hearing your thoughts on the matter. You say it's 90% her, but really, it's you. If you had just said, "Yeah, it's fine" she probably wouldn't have felt as guilty. Certainly to some extent, but not as bad as she seems to, by your explanation. Doesn't matter if she talked with this guy on the phone--it's her life and you don't get to choose who she talks to. She wasn't in a romantic relationship with you, it was none of your business. She was allowed to have any kind of relationship with anyone she wanted to.
We were in a relationship when she talked to this guy that she kissed on the phone in front of me...and she kissed him while we were in a relationship. Is that cool? It's her life she kiss and talk to whoever she wants to right?
Lol, so I was supposed to lie to her? She came to me telling me about what happened in tears, obviously she wanted my feedback. ******** that, I have done nothing wrong. I'm not going to hold my tongue or sugar coat anything for her...if I did we wouldn't have made it this far in our relationship. If I had held back, I probably would have left her house and never spoke to her or saw her again.
Yes, that's quite improper, and needs to be talked about.
But chances are, she went to you for comfort, not to be guilted further. So yes, yo should have ignored it. Because in the end, she made a mistake for herself, and it literally has nothing to do with you. Nothing. You may not like it, it may suck, but it didn't concern you, so you should have ignored it.
You guys sound like you're in a very unhealthy, and even emotionally abusive relationship. Now, this is only by how you're explaining it, so it may not be the case. But you guys need some serious couples counselling and even some individual counselling, so they can actually determine what's wrong with you and fix it.