De Kelley
Haha, thanks.
It's easy for people who are questioning their gender to fall into, "I must be transsexual!" That might not be your case at all. You've said you have a problem with people perceiving you as a girl but you also said you don't hate your body or anything. Just don't let yourself fall into being FtM because it might fix your problems, because if you don't really identify as male it will end up really uncomfortable for you and you'll always feel on edge like you're going to "get caught." I don't have that feeling because I know I'm a guy, there's nothing "to catch." You get what I'm saying?
Yupyup, I gotcha.
I know that I'm not FtM and I don't think I could ever really be a man ... I dunno. It's never occurred to me outside of 'what if' moments.
But a bunch of other, random reasons why can be summed up mostly by the fact that boys don't have babies. Yet, anyways. And I'm pretty damn sure, even at 15, that I want kids sometime -- and even if there were a way for me to be a happily identified male
and pregnant, I doubt my partner would unterstand 'mpreg' very well. It's a hard enough stretch finding anybody who gets the idea of people being trans ... even my best friend has had me explain it to her several times].