JariKyoko
I suppose I should tell a few details about myself since I've been posting... Although I'm still not out of the closet yet. (only online and to one friend I talked to last night about it.)
I am FtM and have never used a binder sadly considering I'm 20 and my nipples are huge.
neutral If I ever to get top surgery my nipples are going to take up half my chest I bet...
I just came to terms with being not only a transman but also being gay and I don't mean in the lesbian way.. My parents all throughout my childhood told me it was wrong to be either and it's just a phase... Well at 20 years old I'm sure I can now say it's not a phase!
If or when I change my name it would be from "Katrina" to "Chris" and I'm so new to this that I don't understand how people pay for it so young. Esspecially if you could get kicked out of the house once you tell your parents.
But in reality I think the biggest worry now is coming out so that my family and friends know that I might be going through some... Changes soon. (like getting a binder and going on T when or if I could afford it)
I know what it's like to be in the closet. I'm only out on here and to two of my friends. I'm MtF and a few months ago I admitted to my self that I'm a transwoman as well as a lesbian. I've had feelings of wanting to be a girl since I was 10 (I'm 19 now) and I hope to legally change my name to Trisha someday.
Coming out is definitely a big worry. I understand how you feel. I'm absolutely terrified to tell my parents. I hope to someday but I'm not sure when or how I'll come out to them. I hope to transition someday though. We'll just have to wait and see how things go.