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my mom seems embarrassed about me in public, but calm-ish-er-ish at home.
my sister loves me and knows my problems, but doesn't mind me as long as i don't steal her clothes like i used to.
i get the feeling my dad is disappointed in me,but won't admit it.
my step-mom is trying to make her hell hole home my safe haven.
my dads family knows i'm atleast gay, step-moms family will probably throw holy water on me and my moms family knows very little due to me not allowed to tell.
oh, and im trying to get phyto-estogenic food with my christmas money >w<
Well, with an issue like this, someone's bound to take it poorly... I still haven't told all of my family...
I look up to you , you seem to be sticking it through^^ That and you have an older sister you could borrow clothes off.... I had nobody i could borrow clothes off in my family, my mum is a tomboy so she has nothing, and my little sister is about 8 years younger than me, so none of her clothes fit me... ((that and she hates me by default, but she doesn't know about me yet)).
This is the story so far with me... My mum is very supportive, my dad and sister haven't been informed yet, my older brother says he still loves me, even though he thinks what i'm doing is sickening and wrong. But i have many many supportive friends who have been helping me^^
The annoying thing is, i've still yet to gather the courage to come out of the closet and show people who i am, completely dressed...
and as far as transition is going, i've only managed to go see my GP. I'm in the UK and the NHS takes AGES with everything... i can't stay young forever...
Aah! i'm so sorry, i've rambled long enough.....
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